Bring your to work week (1 of 4) by cowgirl
Petra's controlling drags her to work for a day, but seeing her mother's social standing at work brings up some disturbing feelings in the confused teen.
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" So what'd you think?" not so much questioned as awaited my report.
" It was....okay. If I knew what it was you actually, like, do! What's the the point of all this dumb stuff? " my voice horse with frustration.
" This was just the first say dear. What I do isn't very interesting, trust me! But....I mean, did you learn a lot yesterday?"
" uh....sure. I guess. I learned how small your office is, since that's where we stayed all day. When's it over again? " I added with with a carefully defiance.
" This being Tuesday, I'd be impressed if you make it to Friday, little miss impatient! Petra, this is an excellent peek into a possible future for you. You're going to follow in your mother's footsteps. Just think of all the exciting professional challenges awaiting a like you when you graduate high school. It's just around the corner you know. "
I wanted to explode, but smiled as my winked over at me from her confining pantsuit as she sped us back home after the first day of this torture known as "Bring Your To Work Day". had big plans for me. I'd carefully hid my slagging grades and the ugly secret that I'd never be the eager overachiever she was. I wasn't like my mom, and I didn't know who I hated more, her or myself.
" Uh...Mom, why do so many women work at your office?"
" The focus of the business is women's issues, so it's only fair to over - balance out our company with the natural imbalance created by most male dominated top heavy companies proliferating the economy in today's..." droned on as I stared at some dried bird poop on the window which was much more exciting.
" Petra, did being around so many women bother you? How did it feel seeing your ' in action?' ? Could you perhaps see yourself working in some place like that someday? Maybe even, along my side?"
" No, it didn't bother me. Everyone was really cool and stuff.. " I said, my tummy in knots as I slumped into in the car. It was Monday. Would I make it to friday? As my mind raced back over the day, I remembered what I'd never tell mother, how I was totally self conscious cause they whole office of mostly business women were all doting over me like I was just so fucking cute.
But it's a lie. I know they were really all secretly, like, looking me over and and thinking stuff about me. Judging me probably. Thinking about my face. My hair. MY body, my little and my stupid butt and skinny ankles and my buck teeth and all my ugly embarrassing little faults! Thinking about how dorky I looked in what picked out for me to wear, and I just *know* every last of one of them couldn't stop staring at my stupid retainer and I hated them for smirking at how embarrassing I looked tagging along behind my like a baby duck and everything. What a nightmare.
As we pulled into the parking lot, I followed into her office, which was a small little cubical, next to the secretaries. I couldn't understand why didn't have a bigger office the way she dressed up and such like some big wig, - whatever!
" Now remember Petra, stay right here in my office. I have a heavy schedule today, and I might be able to squeeze some time to show you around today, okay? But don't get into trouble and just stay here and don't talk to anybody - okay? Otherwise relax and just...enjoy yourself!"
Mom soon disappeared, like she did yesterday, but I was bored silly yesterday. Today I'd wander around.
I spent a few minutes rushing past some boring other girls I assumed might also be daughters who looked even dorkier than I, and dodged some ugly fat secretaries and found a spot in the copy or mail room or whatever, with a lot of paper supplies. I found a spot under a table where I could be left alone when it happened.
I heard the sounds of breathing. I peeked from under some boxes and spied a slightly pudgy but beautiful forty year old mexican lady wearing a UPS uniform, sitting down. Her pants were around her ankles and someone was also crouched down at her feet. Someone in high heels.
OHMIGOD - Another woman was....'doing' her, down there! This was too bizarre! I though today was gonna be a total bust too! I sat up to see more, but paper boxes blocked my view. I sat there enthralled as I watched the butch looking UPS woman roughly stroke the hair of the woman below her who I desperately tried to see more of.
Soon the UPS lady shook her body in little spasms as the lady in heels clicked her heel on the floor in some nervous tick or something! Maybe the woman on the floor was excited too, or just working real hard. The UPS lady relaxed, let out a sigh, then said " Okay Betty, go away." At which, 'Betty', a headed woman in her twenties hopped up and scurried from the office, fixing her hair and wiping her lipstick with a tissue.
I was more than excited by all this, as it didn't look like what I thought sex was gonna me like. This was way more impersonal and stuff. I guess the UPS lady and Betty were lovers, but Betty didn't even look like she liked what she'd done. She looked...
....embarrassed. She rushed right out, and the UPS lady didn't even care. Just then I bumped into a box papers. Shit!
The UPS lady stood directly over me, looking down.
" Well, what have we here? "
I looked up at her with a small smile. _______
I expected the UPS lady to rat on me, but she was really cool! Her name was Edith, and we sat together in the mail room as she told me all about it.
" Petra, here's the deal. There are some woman at this company that aren't....well....
" Yeah...go on.." I said hungrily.
" You sure somebody your age should be hearing this? How ARE you? " She narrowed her eyes at me.
" I know all about sex and stuff. I saw a special on TV about too. I know all about it. No sweat. Tell me about Betty...please,please?" I begged insanely excited by the secret that I was about to be in on.
" Shhhh. Tell the world why-don't'ch-ya?" Edith said closing the mail room door and locking it. She sat back down
" You can't tell anybody, okay? I could lose my job! Promise? Okay...there's about....a dozen of 'em that work here. They look like all the other office ladies and stuff, but they...well, they do what Betty did. You *saw* what Betty did, right? "
" Yeah, I caught that part. Was she....like, licking your privates, you know, down there?. "
" Well....that's a bit personal, but yeah, I guess you caught us. Should've locked that door earlier huh?" Edith laughed.
" So your not lovers with her? "
" Hell no. Betty's married. Two kids! So are half the bottom around her. They could hate other people off for all I know, but they do it just the same. "
" Geee....don't you feel, like guilty? I mean, if Betty does like it and all? "
" Hey, I don't' like driving a UPS truck. The cleaning lady who cleans the up these office probably don't like it. You like going to school, or coming here? "
" ...no."
" If it wasn't me, Betty's have her nose buried in someone else's legs, believe me! I bet she's having trouble breathing right now! " Edith laughed.
" Edith, that's terrible. " I giggled with her.
" Not for who she's' workin' on. Betty's good, especially for a chick. I also like Carla and Lori. They work real hard when you give them a time limit, or start chipping away at their ego. "
"...what do you mean, 'their ego' ? "
" These woman suck and cock because they truly believe their not as important as the rest of the folks at the company. Nobody sings up for that job, sucker, right? You'd wanna have your or let someone do it you care about, which is normally what I do. "
I couldn't believe this adult woman was talking to me like this. It was unreal. If I hadn't seen Betty between her legs I'd have though Edith was drunk, deranged or pulling my leg for fun! Heck, maybe she was, but I didn't have the guts to challenge her, plus it had me so excited, I wanted it to be true, as unlikely as it was.
" What are you think, skinny girl, huh? " I was embarrassed she drew attention to me, calling me 'skinny girl', but the warmth in her voice made me feel kinda special and stuff.
" I dunno...it's all so...."
" ...hard to believe? " She asked.
I nodded, shyly.
" Okay. Was for me too. How are you again? "
" 18. Well...I will be in may. "
" You look more like 16 to me."
" I'm enough, and I'm no virgin. But I'm not, like, a slut either. But I'm not some innocent little.....you know..."
" Okay, so you're a bad assed 17 year yo yo who wants to she if she can get her sucked, right?"
" Edith, no waaaaayyyyy! Is that what you think? That I'm some kinda...." I laughed nervously as my eyes sparkled brightly at her brazen words.
" Petra, all the woman who get their lower half orally pleased aren't either, it's just a service the company offers. The boss started a policy to see if certain women had low enough self esteem and would actually be stupid enough to do it..."
" Here, follow me..."
And with that, Edith, the mexican UPS lady unlocked the door and led me down the hallways of the office as if the whole world were normal, which it looked. Soon she had me in the lunch area were a bunch of women were all eating. She pointed to various ones, and her eyes told me which ones...well.....'did it'.
I had to pick my jaw up off the floor. Many were quite pretty, and there was Betty, who Edith waved at. I hid my face in my hands I was so embarrassed, but Betty waved back with a sour look.
Before I could stop her Edith grabbed my hand and dragged me over to the table were Betty and two other woman who also....'did it', were eating. They were alone, thankfully.
" Hey Betty. This is my friend Petra. Her brought her in for day, isn't the nice?"
" I'm Carla Petra, nice to meet you! " the headed woman in a trendy burgundy jacket and skirt smiled as she reached over and shook my hand.
" I'm Micky. Hello Petra, my that's a pretty name! " Micky said, decked out in a blue business suit as she also waved from across the table.
Then Edith said in a low voice:
" Petra is part of the 'family' now. " Edith smirked.
All three woman's smiles went away. They all looked at me totally differently, and I felt like, really embarrassed. I wanted to apologize right then and there, but I was too ashamed to say anything! Darn!!! Why did Edith have to say that?
" What's your mother's name Petra?
I don't think that's any of your business Micky. Don't tell her Petra. " Edith said coldly.
The mood got really chilly all a sudden and I wanted to run away, cause Micky looked real pissed off, but she broke her gaze and looked at the floor, blood rushing to her face. Geee it really sets off her blue suit', I stupidly thought to myself.
"Petra's kinda interested in experiencing.... *first hand* the kind of perks our employees enjoy. She's far too shy and polite a to request it herself, so I think I'd be a nice gesture for one of you ladies to introduce Petra to the personalized service yourselves, okay? "
"Petra! Goodness -I've been looking for you everywhere! " My mothers voice called out, at the worst possible time! Shit shit shit!!!
Oh, I see your bothering half the office now. excuse me ladies, I'm sorry she's being such a nuisance. " Mom said dragging me away from the all before they could get a word in edgewise.
I looked back horribly humiliated as Edith waved me good-bye with a smirk. The other three refused to look up as my mother forced me out to the car where she drove me home, furious!
" Mother, how COULD you? You made me look like a fool?"
" Petra, LISTEN TO ME - there are some things your too to understand yet. This is why I asked you too stay in my office!!! What were you talking about with those three anyway? "
" Nothing mom, you butted in before - "
" And the UPS girl, what's her name? What were you doing bothering her?"
" I wasn't...she's my FRIEND mom, and she's the only one who even TALKED to me today like I was a real person! So just go....go....JUMP in the LAKE okay?"
We rode home in silence as my bit her lip a lot and look worriedly at me.
That nigh we ate dinner in silence. I could tell was freaked, and probably because of this stuff with the women who 'did' people. I knew she smelled I knew SOMETHING about it, but I was afraid she'd never take me back if I told her I DID know, and I wanted togo back now.
I was hooked.
That night, came into my bed room and tucked me in, which is totally stupid, but I let her cause she was like, totally stressed and stuff. Then she blew it and opened her mouth.
" I'm sorry I blew up today. Petra, I don't want you hearing any of this from a stranger. If your curious....about...ANYTHING you see or hear....promise you'll come to me first? Okay? "
" Sure mom." I lied.
She kissed me and closed the door. I spent the night under the covers seeing Micky, Clair and Betty's faces when Edith said nasty thingy to them. I totally died, but I also was aching to know....not to actually have them, like, DO it, but just to see...you know....
if they would. It would be such a rush to see a woman from mom's work on her knees with my own pants down. I
couldn't even imagine what Id say. Are you supposed to talk to them? Is it rude not too? It would be so....gosh
darned embarrassing, Who would I pick? Micky seemed a little snotty. Betty was too wimpy. Clair reminded me of mom. Yuck. Micky seemed like the best choice, since she seemed so...arrogent and stuff.
I wanted to I was so excited. I could WAIT for tomorrow, ...shoot.....Bring your to work day was gonna be the best!!!! End of part 1 _______________________
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