Mother, my friend and teacher
by PlanetDweller
(Ff, incest, pedo, menstrual sex)
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~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I remember that first talk and I had all those years ago about becoming a woman. When I was eight or nine, one Saturday afternoon when Dad and brat brothers were gone, she sat me down on the bed and sat next to me as she opened the nightstand drawer and pulled a Kotex pamphlet "What Every Should Know". Her Cinnabaron' perfume created an invisible cloud around her. Her Liz Claiborne pantsuit flattered her thirty-ish body, which I knew I'd end up looking a lot like. She held the booklet open and pointed to the cutaway illustrations of a woman's internal organs, as she explained the process of eggs being released every month and if they're not fertilized then menstruation happens etc. I smiled and tried to appear interested, but the truth was my best friend Gloria's who had just turned twelve and already had her periods and it was Gena, Gloria's sister, that had shared her news with us both and explained it all to me a couple of months before.
Mom then surprised me by also taking from the nightstand a sex manual that looked like it had been printed in the 1930's. She smiled and said that since I would becoming a woman soon in a few months, it was time I also learned about sex between and women, and asked what I thought about that. I told the truth and told her I thought from what I knew of sex, that it was yucky, and I really didn't want to learn about it right then. smile, kissed me on the forehead, and closed the book as she slipped it back into the nightstand drawer, pushing the drawer closed silently.
Saying "that's fine, Dear, when you decide you would like to learn about sex, just come ask me, I'll tell you anything you want to know..", I replying "I know, Mom, thanks". "But you are close to becoming a woman, and you need to know what to do when that happens." "You just told me and showed me what to do..." I replied. "I showed you pictures and told you about the biology of it, but I haven't shown you what to do....c'mon, let's go to the bathroom" she intoned as she nudged my arm and we walked out of her bedroom to the main bath to right and down the hall a bit.
In the bathroom, said "it'll be easier if we take off our clothes, but leave our underwear on". unzipped and slipped out of pantsuit, and then helped me unfasten and pull my dress over my head. had always been comfortable in her own nudity around me and me her, as long as Dad or brothers weren't around to accidentally see anything, so disrobing down to our underwear wasn't a big deal. With all the talk about periods, I even had a small flashback, remembered seeing a bloody pad in her underwear a time or two lying on the bathroom floor when I came to use the when she was in the shower. She opened the towel closet and got out her own assortment of pads and tampons, and placed them on the edge of the toilet.
"When you get your first period, Hon, chances are you'll be at school or somewhere out in public, so you'll need to start carrying around a pad with you in your purse wherever you go, understand?" said with smiling face. "Sure."
"You'll probably feel just a little dampness from your blood at first which won't be much and won't leak through your underwear right then, but when you do feel that first trickle, you need to go to the little girls' room as soon as you can and put a pad on right then, even if you don't see blood on your underwear, okay, Honey?" "I understand Mom, I understand..." I replied with mild disinterest. "Oh, c'mere, you stinker!" whispered loudly as she pulled me close to her for a hug, I returning her hug.
She then showed me how to peel and stick a mini-pad in my underwear so it wouldn't bunch or show through my clothes. I asked her about tampons, and she said that they were always difficult to use at first, but when I got my period, she would show me how to use them if I wanted. I replied, "Sure."
I then asked if she would go ahead and show me how to insert one now. She replied "no, not now, Dear, not in you, you're not ready...I can show you how to insert one if you want to watch me", I nodding my head yes. Opening the medicine cabinent, she pulled out a large jar of brownish "carbolated" Vaseline, opened it and put it down on the edge of the bathtub next to the boxes of Stayfrees and Tampaxs, fished a Super Tampax from its box, took the wrapper off, lubricated the end of it, then shooed me off the where I had been sitting.
"Now, normally you should never wear a tampon unless you're actually having your period, I'm just doing this to show you how you use one, understand, Hon?" she asked as I murmured "uh-hu". Proping one leg on the toilet, I edged over to sit on the tub, as she gave me a full view of her while she pushed the tampon in, explaining how to aim towards the small of my back instead of straight up, her fingers fishing the applicator out. I couldn't help myself for a second, I just stared at her as the Tampax string just hung there limply.
"Understand now, Hon?" she whispered as she craned her neck around to make eye contact with me "yes, Mom, thanks for showing me" I replied with wide-eyed wonder that I'm sure she noticed. Pulling the lubricated plug out, she flushed it down the toilet, as we got dressed and went back downstairs to find Dad home already.
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Almost a year passed before the big day happened. I was out riding my bike after school at the park in our neighborhood with my best friend Gloria and her Gena, when I felt a curious, dampness running down my legs. Thank God I was wearing my jeans! I caught up with Gloria and told her I thought I had started my period. We dove into some bushes where no one could see us, and the smell and sight of blood running down my thighs left no doubt. The mini-pad I had been carrying around for almost a year was finally put to good use.
I told Gloria and Gena I needed to run on home. Dad was in the living room and brothers were off when I got home. I found in her bedroom, sewing. Even though Dad was downstairs and couldn't possibly hear us, I whispered in her ear what had happened, and she smiled. Making our way to the bathroom, she helped me out of my jeans and top and helped clean my blood-stained thighs, and then helped me clean my messy vulva. She then began explaining again about how to tell when my pad needed changing, how to rinse my dirty underwear out to minimize staining, all the stuff we had gone over a year before. I just smiled and nodded. "Dad's going to be golfing all day Saturday, and your brothers will be off with their Scout troop all weekend, so this Saturday, we can have another little talk, okay, Hon?" she asked as I hugged her from love indicating "yes".
When Dad's car pulled out of the driveway, called me in from the backyard. Giving me a big hug in the kitchen as my Pepsi fizzed out in its glass, she told me that I was definitely a real woman now, and I needed to know all the things women need to know. "When you finish here, Dear, come upstairs to my bedroom."
When I pushed the bedroom door open, was sitting there fully clothed on the bed, but with all sorts of books and stuff on the bed near her. Motioning to me, I sat down beside her as she began talking. She went on and on about how most men, no, all really couldn't be trusted, that they would lie to any woman and tell her that they love her just to have sex with her, and for me not to even think about getting until I was grown and out of college.
Then she got kind of boring as she continued on and on about the problems all men and women have in their relationships with each other, on and on and on. She saw I was unintentionally tuning her out, and then said in a louder but not loud voice "since you're having your periods, Dear, you really need to pay attention to what I'm saying, it's important, I don't want any grandkids before it's MY time to be a grandmother!" she barked with mock irritation. "Ohhh, Mom!!!" I replied as we hugged on the bed. "Ready to continue?" "Yeah, uh-hu." "Then let's stand up and face each other."
"Let's undress each other" she nicely commanded. I looked puzzled I know, but complied as I undid her blouse and unzipped her skirt and she helped me out of my short-shorts and top. Turning her back to me, I undid her bra and pulled her down to her ankles, then turned my back to her so she could undo my bra. My had an unstained pad in them, my period almost over, as she slipped them to my ankles, I stepping out of them. "Besides mother and daughter, Hon, we're both women now, and women need to know certain things" she monotoned as she pulled me over to the bed. Sitting there naked next to each other on the bed, she opened that ancient sex manual and went through the medical illustrations and photographs, showing and telling me all about sex. It was actually pretty boring.
Finishing, she then opened some magazines that showed and women making love. A couple of them were nothing but women making love to each other, and one was nothing but doing each other. "What do you feel about that?" she asked as I blanched from seeing some guy fuck some other guy up his ass. "Gross!!!" I exclaimed honestly. "What about the women together with men?" "That's okay I guess, I mean, it is normal." "What about women with women?" "That's okay too...I guess...Mom, I think my period's started again."
We scooted down the hall together naked, pulling me close to her for some reason. In the bathroom, she pulled out from the towel closet a new box of Tampax Juniors she had bought a couple of days ago, just after my period started. " 'Like to use one, Hon?" "Sure, Mom, thanks for buying them for me..." "No problem, Dear.." held me close to her to help me maintain my balance as I propped one foot up on the closed commode. I smelled her Cimmabaron body powder as her pushed next to my side. Her hands gently held my shoulders and back. After bending a couple pretty badly, smiled with a "here, Dear, let me help you."
Getting the brown Vaseline out from the medicine cabinent, she moved to my back as she put a now-lubricated junior Tampax in my hand, and her hand in mine, helped me angle it right as it went inside me. Finally, I did indeed feel like a real woman. Her hand and mine grasped as she pulled away, the stained applicator between our fingers, she pulling away, opening the lid and tossing the applicator in. then kissed me on the forehead, then the cheeks, then on the lips, as her hands massaged my budding breasts. I froze. Taking my still lightly blood stained right hand, she put it on her left breast and moved it around. I got the idea. I then smiled. smiled back. We shared a kiss on the lips that lingered for a full moment. "Let's go back to our bedroom" she said. Not "my" bedroom. "Our" bedroom.
Back on the bed, gently stroked my vulval lips with one hand as we sat butt-to-butt next to each other as she flipped the pages with her free one and she and I looked at the magazines full of people making love. I really didn't know what to expect next. told me that the best way to keep from getting pregnant was 1) to when I felt I needed to, and 2) "fool around with other women or girls" if I felt the need for sex.
"But, Mom, I'm not a lesbian"
"Hon, making love to other women doesn't make you a lesbian...I'm not one for gosh sake's, but my mother, your grandmother taught me and your aunts, my sisters, about how to satisfy each other and ourselves, and goodness knows, none of us are lesbians!"
I felt flush. I felt a flush. I felt physically hot. I felt a little sick to my stomach. I loved my with all my heart, but didn't know if I wanted what I was sure was coming next. I hiccuped hard. I swallowed hard.
"Hon, you're my daughter, I'd never do anything to you..."
"I know that, Mom..."
With that, kissed me full on the lips, this time her tongue filling my mouth. I almost gagged. "Your father, your brothers, none of the can ever know, except of course your grandmother or aunts or your female cousins."
I looked deep in her eyes as she broke the kiss. "Yes, that's right, Hon, your female cousins have all been through this, too, and when the younger ones come of age and start their periods, they are initiated, too."
I felt like running. I felt hot. I felt like staying. I stayed.
Mom then pushed all the magazines and books off the bed, leaving a couple of vibrators and dildos next to us. Clinically but with passion, she showed me how she normally masturabted with her hand and then with a dildo then a vibrator. Nudging me back on the bed, she put a towel under my butt, then urged me to for her to see. I closed my eyes and silently lost it. It felt great. I loved having my watch me, knowing she was getting hot, too. Her hand slipped atop mine as I masturbated. Feeling a tug, the tampon slid out as pulled on it. "We're both women, Hon, we don't need things that make us use in our way."
She slipped her head down between my legs and began licking my vulva and clitoris. I went somewhere, but I'm not sure where. She raised her head and I saw a bit of blood on her lips and chin and face. She just smiled and returned to licking me. Working a finger inside me, she began a slow finger-fuck of me as she continued licking my like a cherry ice cream cone. I just started laughing, it felt so good, I couldn't help it. raised her eyes up meeting mine from between my legs, giggling a little with me in approval. Her pushing of her finger in and out of me continued, the pace picking up. Her tongue lapped my first period's juices that were leaking out like they were ambrosia. Her tongue also kept lashing at my clit.
All these years laters, all the great sex I've had with since then, as well as most of my other female relatives on her side of the family, as well as all the sex I've had mostly with but also a couple of non-related women, and this has to have been the most dramatic, precious, special sexual experience of my life, I remember every second of it like it was yesterday.
I felt my body tense. I knew it was my first orgasm coming. I grabbed the sheets and clinched my fists as relentlessly and licked my and clit. She then slipped two fingers inside me, picked up the pace even harder and deeper of her pushing her fingers inside me, as she concentrated on my clit at the same time. I cried out a gutteral, almost sound, then went to a new plateau, my first orgasm, where I stayed for a few moments, as gently let me down easy, slowing the pace of her finger-penetration and tongue-licks on my vulva over the next few minutes.
Mom rolled up next to me. She smiled as she stroked my hair. She smiled as she parted my legs once more and gently pulled on my vulval lips and even more gently pinched my clitoris some, making it feel good, not hurting me. I just looked in her eyes with love. I felt my drying, sticky blood puddling on the towel underneath my butt, and didn't care.
I touched Mom's breasts, and reached for her vagina, she parting her thighs for my hands. Rolling over, I began my fingers-poke of her. She reached for my hand and put all my fingers together. I looked quizical for a second, then followed her lead. Soon, my entire hand up to my wrist was deep inside her vagina. I worked my hand in and out of her slowly. She looked like at me and smiled the happiest smile I'd ever seen from her as she moaned from pleasure. My free hand touched her breasts. She took my free hand and told me to pinch and play with her nipples as my hand-poke of her continued. I smiled back and complied.
The rest of that day, until about 3 p.m., Dad expected home around four or so, was spent just being women with each other. taught me so much that day, so much I would have never learned otherwise. We "69'd", then I used a vibrator on her, then she used a tiny one on me, giving it to me, telling me she would even buy batteries for it for me, when I needed them. I knew her period would probably start soon, and told her I wanted to lick her vulva and clit when she had her period, too, just like she had done with me that day. She grinned ear to ear. We made love some more as only women, real women, can do. She licked my anus some, then probed my with a finger for a moment, then slipped her bloody finger in my anus, giving me a nice time that way. Moments later, I probed my own vagina, getting lubricated with my own menstrual fluid, then probed her anus with my naturally-lubricated finger, Mom purring like a when I did that.
Don't get me wrong, we never became lovers or anything like that, we were simply a close and who enjoyed pleasing each other as women. Some months later at Kate's house, I made love to Kate and at the same time that Friday night, then the following day, that Saturday, all my aunts from Mom's side, her sisters, and their daughters who were enough to have begun their periods, all came by for the rest of the weekend, and we all had such a nice time as women making love but not being in love with and definitely not being to each other. And we had and will continue to have more great and special times together, too, as only women, real women, can.
So, now I sit here in front of this monitor, getting ready to be in less than 24 hours, wondering if I'll ever have a daughter, a who I then can initiate into our special sisterhood of women, real women, once she begins her own periods. And I wonder if I do, if she'll appreciate how truly special all of it is, this wonderful state of being open to special rites and priviledges available only inside our special matriarchy. I've got to go now. I've got to run over and see Mom.
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