Mardi Gras Maggie McGee August, 2000 Mardi Gras was all around them. They scarcely noticed. They had come to New Orleans because friends said it was the most "romantic" city; and "the food," the friends had said, "we can't even describe the food! You have never eaten such food." They could have been alone on a mountain top or in the frantic crowds of the Atlanta airport for all they noticed the Mardi Gras Krewes passing on their gaudy floats. Each other was the only reality.
The jostling on the streets only pushed their bodies closer together, their hands tight, never letting go of their grasp. She thought constantly of his naked body; everything she looked at became penile: advertising signs on French Quarter trolleys, sausages from the street vendors' carts, tall buildings. She couldn't help herself. She shared that with him and they laughed. He admitted, then, that all the musky city smells, the perfume from a passer-by, the caf‚‚ au lait they had had with their beignets in the morning, made him remember how it was to inhale deeply of the mystery between her thighs.
She bared her in front of a street photographer, because all the young around her were doing it and because she suddenly felt brave. He took the opportunity to pinch her nipple in front of the crowd, and she turned with blushing.
"We're anonymous," he shouted. And they were.
They had eaten at Tujague's and splurged at Commander's Palace, and it was true what people had told them about the food. The most fun, though, had been the heaping platter of crawfish they had shared in a little caf‚‚ in one of the out-neighborhoods, discovered after a morning's ride on the St. Charles Avenue street car. They were giggly to begin with, acting silly in front of the tourists on the street car with them, kissing often. They could hardly understand the waitress at the caf‚‚, her Cajun accent was so thick. They said "yes" to everything. They learned from the other diners how to eat the crawfish and they fed each other with their hands. They giggled some more, because it reminded both of them of the scene in "Tom Jones," when Albert Finney and Vanessa Redgrave ate sensuous tavern food with their hands while gazing into each other's eyes and thinking lewd thoughts. It was the most erotic scene either could remember. Their mouths burned from the pepper sauce and they reeked of garlic. They felt very primitive.
On the sidewalk afterwards, they kissed deeply, eating tongues. They licked errant drops of buttery sauce from earlobes and fingers. They took a taxi back to the hotel because they could not wait. She came on his fingers in the cab. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
His hand hesitated on the phone beside the bed.
"I have to call home. I promised."
She made him call his from the pay phone in the lobby. Room 612 was her sanctuary, hers and his. There would be no intrusion of that other life. While he was gone, she lit candles, even though it was still afternoon. The sun shone on the bed. Occasional sounds from the street made their way to the opened window. February in the South is like spring and small hotels do not yet have their air-conditioning turned on. She liked the connection to the bits of bluesy jazz she heard through the window, but liked the strange sense of disconnect, too. They could do anything in Room 612 they wanted to do.
"There is no time, no space," he said as he shut the door behind him. "There is only freedom. There is no longer any other world but right here in this room."
She laughed.
"Things okay at home, I take it?"
He grinned and pulled her to him. They kissed a long kiss, pressing their bodies hard against each other. It seemed they could not get close enough; they wanted to merge into each other, until the intensity closed out conscious responses. Their love-making happened without thought, almost without memory. As they lay together later, quiet, breathless, they tried to reconstruct what had just taken place.
"Real sex," they laughed softly, "is not like porn stories. The are like slow motion. The descriptions are detailed, every probe of the hand and the tongue graphic, visualized. Real love-making is so powerfully in the now that there is no past or future."
They could not have described what had just happened to them.
They became playful, then. Tickling, stroking, fingertips teasing. They jumped on the bed like children and fell in a heap, arms and legs entwined. He unwrapped them and leaned down and kissed her sex. She was instantly aroused again and raised her hips up to meet his lips. He drank in her arousal, tasted his own sex still there from his earlier penetration. He played with her slowly now, fingers and tongue, pushing the drops of her moisture about with the tips of his fingers like a might play with raindrops on the window pane, concentrating. He watched, fascinated, as the color changed in her labia, and the clitoris emerged from its hood. They had not drawn the curtains and the afternoon sun lasered to the spot where he played. He touched her exposed clitoris and she shuddered.
"Take it in your teeth," she said.
It felt different to bite it, different from tonguing it, or it. It was hard, with substance. He bit down and she cried out,
"No. No, no. Oh god."
Her body bucked and writhed against his lips and he released his bite. He held her in his arms, then, as the waves of her climax claimed her body and she moaned so softly he could scarcely hear her. He kissed the tears from her face and stroked her hair. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
"I'm hungry."
A voice tickled his ear and he roused reluctantly from sleep. The room had darkened, and the wax from the candles had melted into puddles in the ashtrays. Sounds from the crowds on the street were louder. They heard New Orleans jazz-loud and insistent, music from many trombones and trumpets and clarinets, and drums beating cadence-marching music, and they knew the evening parades had started down below.
She stood at the window, naked, and watched, grinning. He swung his legs over the edge of the bed and tried, once, to stand. He sat back down, his legs surprisingly giving way under him.
"Ummm. I think we have some unfinished business here."
"I know, and I'm sorry," she said. "I seemed to have got all the goodies that last time around. If you take me out for food and one quick close-up look at the parade-we did, after all, come to New Orleans for Mardi Gras. Right?-then I promise I will bring you back here and tell you all about my obsession with penis worship. "
"You have aroused both my curiosity and my penis. It's a deal." - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
The last night of Mardi Gras in New Orleans reaches a crescendo not seen in any other place on the North American continent. It becomes madness, with whirling colors, brilliant and exotic; with brass and tympani; with inhibitions crashing. There are no quiet corners for lovers, no restaurant tables with violins and candlelight. They ran with the crowd, whirling, too. The music on the floats and the music on the street corners intoxicated them. They forgot about eating, felt only their hearts pounding and their blood racing. There was only tonight; and tomorrow would never come. There was no "somewhere else," no "someone else" waiting. The single reality was the touch of their hands, the memory of their bodies pressing. Late, they made their way back against the movement of the crowd to Room 612.
In that city of gastronomic delights, of fine dining, they stopped at a Wendy's and bought hamburgers and french fries and took them up to the hotel room to eat with the bottle of 12-year-old wine he had brought in his suitcase from home. They ate like starving survivors, french fries dribbling catsup on their bare bodies. The wine was wonderful: sweet and mellow, like peaches ripe from the tree, warmed by the sun.
They showered together shyly, washing each other's hair, feeling sleepy and intimate, content with just touching, under the spray of water warming their sleepiness. They crawled under the blankets naked, hair still damp, bodies quiet. There was no urgency. She leaned up on one elbow and traced the outline of his eyebrows and his cheekbones and his lips with one fingertip. She had promised to tell him about her penis worship.
She told him about the trip she had made to Italy once, going to Florence to see Michelangelo's statue of the David. She happened on it quite by chance. It had been moved from the Galleria Dell' Academia, where long lines usually waited to see it. The museum was being renovated and the David was moved temporarily to the Bargello, an unprepossessing little museum off a back square. There were not many people around. Quiet. Seemed an odd setting for such a fellow. She described how she had stood there for a long, long time---worshiping, it had seemed. Worshiping the strength of David's maleness, the power of his hands, the beauty of his penis.
Her hand moved down her lover's chest and his belly then to touch gently his penis, quiet now, soft and sleepy. She stroked it with just the tips of her fingers, pushing back the quiescent foreskin to explore the glans that lay underneath. He lay still, hardly breathing.
The blanket over them was not heavy. She crawled down under the soft cover and lay her head on his belly. She watched as his penis grew high and hard from her stroking, barely inches from her face. She put her finger out and touched it. She felt his body shiver, but otherwise he did not move. She explored his penis slowly with her finger, softly, from the root to the head. There were tiny drops now at the opening. She moved her head closer under the blanket, reached her tongue toward them, and drank the drops. She wrapped her hand around the shaft that now was against her cheek. It was beginning to throb--great, strong movements. She watched the veins pulse, and she took it in her mouth. He groaned and exhaled a long breath.
She had never felt so much love for him nor had he ever before given her so intimate a gift. He thrust to her throat until he came, and in swallowing, she had received his essence, the strength and power that was his maleness. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
They slept long into the morning.
The airport shuttle picked them up at noon. They were quiet on the way out, her hand resting lightly on his thigh. Waiting at his ticket check-in, they made small talk. He bought her trinkets and postcards in the gift shop. And then he disappeared down the chute to his plane. It was a long walk from the Southwestern gate to Delta. Mardi Gras streamers and bits of confetti littered the floor.
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