Mother finds out! cowgirl One afternoon at the pool, Jennifer tries to shock her mother by explaining what a 'ponygirl' is.
_______ I'd just gotten out of the pool and was was being flagged down my my who sat in the shade a few feet away. Katie our pools teen aged lifeguard shot me a smile, seeing my mom.
" Miss Corbitt - I think your mom's trying to tell you something-"
"She's always *trying* Katie, but thanks. We on for a swim later? " I asked as she winked back.
"Sure thing Miss corbitt. I think your mom's getting upset though. You'd better get over there." Katie giggled a sympathetic shrug as I sighed, scurrying up to my mother's side as she now laid there, glaring through her plastic sun visor at me with her finely honed disapproving smile.
" Somebody's suits ridding up. You're embarrassing yourself."
" How sweet of you to reminding me." I scowled, reaching around to subtly pull the spandex back around my bottom cheeks, the upper ones crimson and " Honestly Jen, your almost thirty years and I still have to-"
" Please don't start mother, not here, okay?" I cursed, wrapping my towel protectively around me as I plopped into a lounge chair next to her. " Okay, okay. You don't have to snap. " My suddenly spied a young woman across the pool, frowning. " Well, just look at the silly girl's pony tale. It's not even a real pony tale. Probably just one of the clip ons. Look, it's colored blue, like these kids do now days. Probably some silly disco fad. "
" Disco's thirty years mother. Try grunge. "
" Oh as if you'd know. Your clock has way too many miles to be acting like you're the hippest thing on earth. " She sighed.
" Hipper than you." I said without looking up.
" Don't be snippy dear. It didn't work when you were four and it's just as childish now. What could little girl like yourself possibly know about what's hip in today's world? Your only twenty nine for god's-"
"Twenty eight, thank you, and remember I'm the one that lives with a woman."
"(groooown) Please - don't remind me. So what's being a 'lesbian' got to do with being 'hip'? What do you have secret 'hip' sex parties or something. "
" Possibly. " I flounced, desperate to her off further. Her condescending smile made my ears go back. " Don't be silly dear. You and Alex are...well, no offense, but your hardly a wild couple anymore."
"Jesus - how would YOU Know mom? you take the cake! Your totally clue less about people's personal secrets. Like, take that over there, the one with the streaked pony tale? "
" Yes?" My asked enjoying my panic.
" Well, You know nothing about her. She could be into all sorts of kinky stuff. Anyone siting around this pool could be." I said glaring at her.
" Yes, well maybe they all all fruits cakes. Who knows, or cares. I'm just saying your embarrsing yourself be pretending to be some fort of expert, that'a all." replied, with a tiny hint of Ice. " Well, first of all, I'm not some sort of sexual expert, no. But you'll have to trust me mother. You have no Idea of what people do. Don't get me started! There's some kinky people that...well....I 'd better not even get into it. You couldn't handle it - believe me."
" Don't be shy around 'me' honey. You can't shock me, I was wiping your nose-"
" God I'm soooooo sick of that story!!! Okay, if you MUST know, but remember. You started this....Mother, there are actually certain weird people......." I said drawing it out dramaticly as she peered at me carefully.
"....who actually like.....................being tied up. " I said proudly, feeling weird to be saying this to my own mom.
" That's is? Oh, Honey - I've read all about that. That's what you meant? Strike one." giggled proudly.
"huh? Uh.....where'd you read about-?" I said, mouth catching flies.
" Readers digest. Cautionary tales of addictions to porno on the net. Some sad people also become sex addicts over this silly M & M stuff I suppose. All very ho hum if you ask me. "
" That's 'S & M' mother, and I'm talking about something weirder. Even more perverted. " I intoned, givng her my best dramatic and ominous look.
" Mom, there are certain and woman who......like to dress up as..." I leaned closer dropping my voice a bit. "...as ponies. " I smiled smugly.
Mother paused.
She waited a beat, then staring at me blankly. I savored her stunned silence in victory as my poor silly sat there totally dumbfounded by her daughter's little bombshell. Guess your little girl's not so ho hum *after* all, is she mommie, huh??? Huh????I grinned to myself.
I'd normally feel kinda weird talking sex with my own mother on a Saturday afternoon at the pool, but somebody needed to knock her off her high horse, <ouch> so to speak. Finally she manages a reply. "You mean....like in a horsey suit, as in a costume? " She asked with a straight face.
" What? No, not a horsey suit!!!! Jesus mom, how would wearing a friggin' horsey suit be sexy? That's just..stupid! "
" Well, the whole thing sounds stupid to me. But that's what I thought of. You know what I mean? Like in the circus with two in a fake horsey suit. That sort of-"
" Yeah, yeah, I KNOW, but nothing like that! Okay? This is serious stuff. " I said totally exasperated.
"Well, excuse me Little Mrs. Expert. So how Do these mysterious Ponygirls dress, if I may ask?" My managed, barely hiding her mirth.
I was determinded to wipe that ammused little smirk off her face.
" LOOK- these woman are mostly nude - okay? They wear some high heels and maybe even something that makes her feet look like little horses hoofs. The woman might be pulling a cart another person's riding in or even be wearing a bridal or bit, like a horsey..."
" A bridal? In their mothes? Your kidding."
I'm not. seen pictures on the internet."
" Jennifer - what kind of sites are you - "
Let's do that one another day, okay mom? The point is, The ponygirl's butt is shoved up by the heels, her back arched, boobies thrust proudly up into the air to degrad her into a mockery of a human pony - all to make a very sensual and humiliating experince for the girl dressed as one. "
" That's horrible. Who in the world would find such a thing...sexy?"
"All sorts mother. All sorts."
" My word. I can't imagine how something like that would give somebody their jollies. I mean, what kind of a sick would force these poor and wives to assuming the role of an poor dumb animal? "
" Some women enjoy it mother."
" Nope. I refuse don't believe that."
" Oh, this from someone who went through the sixties no less? What happened to the all the acid you dropped, dear?"
"I'm sorry, but any woman who enjoys having a stupid bridle forced into her mouth deserves a whole Oprah episode to herself and needs professional help! Sucking on a metal bridal? It must something awful. Lord knows what sexual damage these poor things have suffered through to wind up like this! And to think your ogling their pictures over the net - jenny, have you no shame??? "
"Oooohhhhh -MOTHER - you make me so damned FURIOUS!!! Can't a woman have an 'alternative lifestyle' that's different than yours without being labeled a fucking FREAK, huh? CAN'T SHE??? For god's sake!!! Sometimes I'm ashamed you're my own- "
" Calm down honey. Nobodies calling you anything, so please don't take it so - " My paused, looking down.
"...jenny, what's this?"
"What?" I said, freezing.
"Here. on your tummy. It looks like some sort of...mark."
" It's probably just the rubber straps from the lounge chair. See?" I tried pointing to them with a plastic smile.
Mom shot me a no-bullshit look.
" There chair has half inch straps jen. These are two inch marks. Why are there marks aross your body mady? How long has this been happening...? " Mother frowned, arms folded and peering at me like, well,...like a mother.
" It's NOTHING mom, okay? And don't change the subject. Where were we?" I tried, pulling my towel back over myself as she pulled more of it away and gasped, more of me for the first time.
" OMIGOD! your whole back is cris crossed with ones! And here's more stripes across your poor fatty thighs. Jesus their all over you - Jennifer Corbitt, I demand to know, what's going on this instant! "
"It's PERSONAL, okay? As in, between consenting adults, as in bed room matters I'd rather not discuss with my own friggin' mother, okay? Enough all ready! I'm totally fucking embarrassed as it is!!! It's just a few burns. They'll will go away. Always does. Just...STOP fussing over me, okay??? Geezz mother, I'm not fourteen anymore!!!"
" Well obviously not! Jenny, is this some sort of M&M business between you and alex? Tell me straight, because your bodies health is a serious matter. Is this some thing she's talked you into? "
Mother, I'm getting my KEYS and were OUTTA HERE in five minutes if you don't DROP THIS RIGHT NOW- okay???" I hissed, my throat quivering as my eyes brimmed from the pure humiliation.
She seemed to weaken at seeing how upset I was, but her face still showed conflict, biting her lip in sympathy.
Oh sweet heart. I'm sorry. You can't help yourself, can you? Your like.... I mean, before.... those you were describing ....no wonder you were so defensive...." My mothers eyes started to brim as I cats my eyes down at
the garnet next to the pool where we lay.
" " Jennifer, tell me the truth. This stuff you've gotten yourself into. It's all Alex's doing, right? Right?"
I said nothing as more tears streamed.
"Oh honey...not you? You actually..."
" Mother...please..." I whispered.
" This was your Idea, wasn't it? Being tied up? and coming to the pool. You must have known I'd see. MY god jennifer, what in the world-"
I leaped up and raced across the clubhouse to the outdoor ladies rest room desperate for escape, slamming the door behind me and looking it behind me. I looked up to see little katie there, looking up in surprise at me.
" Hey, are you okay Miss Corbitt?" Katie asked as I sat down on a bench in the bathroom and plucked a tissue.
"I'm okay. It's just...my mother. It's nothing Katie. I'd rather not talk about it, okay?"
" I didn't really have talk in mind..." Katie said as she smiled devilishly over at me and kicked her gym bag across the floor next to me as a piece of a black piece of duct tape rolled out of it and stopped at my feet.
I picked it up, trying to stifle my sniffles before the grinning teen.
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A short time later My stood there as the bathroom door finally unlocked from the inside as Katie pushed aside us both, making her way out towards the exit, Ignoring both me and my mother. " Katie, is it okay for me to... I mean how long should I..." I said burning through my humiliation that my own mother's ears were privy to this, my fading lust adding to the intensity.
" Get dressed. Leave the heels on. Their good practice for your calves shortening, so you'll get used to prancing around on your tippy toes, like a good little ponygirl."
Both my and I managed to help me get dressed wordlessly.
Mom said nothing about the high heels I had on, or the new bright stripe across my throat, wrists, and ankles, all sticky from duct tape. My tears were fresh on my cheeks though, and I couldn't hide the were swollen places where the edges of my mouth and lips looked bruised, as if a piece of metal had made it's way into my mouth.
"Jennifer. Are you..."
"I'm fine mother. can we just go home?"
Mom reached down and started to help me gather up the pile of sex stuff off the bathroom floor, duct tape and my pony's tail which I prayed she may not have recognized as such. then froze when she saw a bridal lying on the floor.
My bridal.
I felt a rush of shame pour over me. She didn't have to say anything. Her silence was worse. "Do you want your..." said, wanting more than anything not to even touch the thing.
I nodded.
She made a squinted up face and picked it up, stuffing it into our gym bag. I now had the little sun dress I'd walked in with on and felt more or less back to normal.
" Alex doesn't know...does she?" asked.
" Please mother..."
" You can take off the heels now honey. She's gone."
"No I can't."
"Can't.....or wont?"
My eyes meet the floor and I shuddered in a sweet self hatred as she looked bitterly disappointedly at me. Then she suddenly reached for the draw string which hung down from the neck of my dress.
"I suppose this is giving you some perverted little jollies right now, isn't it?" sighed in disgust as she prattled on, leading me to the car. " " My word. I can't image what I've done to deserve such a disappointment as a daughter. I thought your being was bad enough, let alone a.... Jennifer, are you listening?" She asked jerking my draw string to gte my attention as I pranced forward to keep up and nodded my full attention, my legs mincing in little steps behind my own as she prattled on.
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