MY FIRST PERIOD
It started out as a pretty normal day as I got ready and darted off to school. I felt a little sick, but I liked school and didn’t often stay home, so I thought I was just toughing it out. My period caught me totally by surprise. I mean, sure I knew what it was all about, but I figured I had at least another year before I started getting periods.
I know this may sound silly, but I had absolutely no forewarning, and according to Murphy’s law, I was wearing cream colored shorts. Needless to say, by the time 4th period (no pun intended) math I was needing to go home. With my jacket wrapped around my waist (which luckily for me was a stylish thing to do) I went to the office to call so she could pick me up. I didn't tell them anything as I was WAY too embarrassed, just that I wasn't feeling well.
The woman at the desk made some comment about me being flushed and gave me the OK. At least the blushing had some good in it. Only thing was, she wasn't there. After about ten minutes of continuous calling, the lady asked if there wasn't someone else I could call. I blushed harder and told her that I could call my dad at work but I couldn't remember his number. She told me it wasn't a problem and look it up for me in my files. I was almost wishing it hadn't been there. It was embarrassing enough to me, let alone I though my dad would be totally grossed out about it. I know I felt that way.
Reluctantly I called Dad, and after a couple minutes of explaining that I "wasn't feeling good" he said he would come and get me and I hung up. While I waited the 25 minutes (one of the longest waits in my entire life) the lady at the desk asked me if I wanted to lay down. I told her I didn't.
Finally my dad arrived, squatted down beside me in the chair I was hunching on, felt my head as he pushed back the hair from my face and asked me what was wrong. I started bawling into his arm like a little and told him I just wanted to go home. He nodded and helped me stand, and I kept ahold of his arm, burying my face into him. The lady at the counter called out that she hopes I felt better in the morning. I've always wondered if she suspected. I probably wasn't the first to get it while at school and I know I wasn't the last.
Dad got me out to the car and we both got in. I was sniffling, but I had gotten over my crying episode. I sat silently as he got into the car and started it up. He didn't say a word, just kept looking at me worried like. He knew something was wrong and was giving me some space. I knew he kept looking because I was watching him out of the corner of my eye. I wanted to tell him, but I was afraid. I know it sounds silly, but I was afraid that if he knew it would change things between us.
When we got home, I ran into the bathroom and pulled my stained clothing from my body and got into the shower, taking my and shorts with me. It wasn't long before he knocked at the door. "Can I come in?" he asked and I shouted NO. Cindi, he said. I think I know what's the matter and really, it's OK.
He knew? I thought I could just die now and everything would be all right. I sat down in the tub and watched as the faded pink water drained from my as the shower head gushed it's water over them. I was crying again. what an emotional wreck I was. I was so absorbed in myself that I never heard the lock being picked until my dad was kneeling by the tub, caressing my shoulder and telling me it was all right. He took the shower head from my hand and I let it go. Then he picked me up and stood me on my feet and draped a towel around me. I said that I would get blood over it, and he told me it was ok. He would take care of it and he kissed me on my cheek. I don't know how he does it, but he always could (and still can) calm me. I let him towel dry me as we talked.
He asked me if explained about menses and I told him that she did. And he said that then I knew what pads and tampons were. I got embarrassed again but nodded. He said good and gave me his patented "I love you" smile and held out a pair of my with a pad already centered. Now how many dads would do this for their little girls? Not many I tell you. He had me wipe and then helped me climb into them. These should hold you until your gets home, he said.
All of a sudden I was afraid that he was going to leave and go back to work and told him so. No, he assured me. With that he pulled a fresh nightgown over my head (which he seemed to have magically produced or so it seemed), picked me up and carried me to my bed. He laid me down, covered me up and sat down next to me, stroking my forehead with his rough fingers. As I looked into his caring loving eyes, he slowly slid his fatherly hand over my tiny thighs and onto the lips of that swollen pussy. With a delicateness of a fine surgeon he opened that flower and found the sensitive nubbin of my untouched clitoris and gently stroked it. New sensations flooded my tiny body and I began to moan and squirm in his embrace. Without warning the orgasm hit and I arched my back and squealed with the surge. I felt daddy’s fingers caress my spasming sex organ and roll in the opening to my virgina. When the orgasm settled, I fell asleep in his arms. I didn’t feel it but he carried me gently to my bed and put me there to recover.
I didn't wake up until that evening, in which I told what happened, excluding daddy's helping hands We sat and talked. I cried again. And gave me some more in-depth info on the use and care on good "feminine hygiene." I went back to school the next day. I didn't want to, but Daddy convinced me that I should. I was afraid that EVERYONE would know what happened, and you know what? No body did (or at least if they did, they didn't let on).
Now why would I write a on a subject such as this? Easy. This was a major point in my life and I wanted to share this with you all as well.
Anyway, hope this suffices till I get more time.
Cindi
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