Pearl 2/? {Redman} (c) December 2000 Comments welcomed at redman@seductive.com. ftp://ftp.asstr.org/pub/Authors/Redman/ Pearl - Part Two by Redman Bobbi Sue, or rather Pearl as she liked to think of herself now, was just as lonely in her new home as she was in her one. Miss Love had taken her away from the and Pearl had thought they were ready for a new, grand adventure. But, even from the beginning things had not gone as Pearl had expected them to. That day there were two limousines in the front of the farm. She had ridden away from the in style, but she had ridden alone.
Inside the limousine, with its windows darkened on the inside as well as the outside, Pearl saw nothing on her trip. Eventually she grew so bored that not even the thrill of leaving the or the new life that awaited her could keep her awake. She dozed, only to learn when they arrived at their destination when Miss Love opened the door.
At first, she was thrilled. It was a huge house, a mansion in every sense of the word with beautiful gardens and grounds and large pillars in the front. Miss Love had told her that this would be her new home and escorted Pearl immediately upstairs to her room. It was on the top floor, the third floor, and she had practically a whole wing of the house to herself. At first she was thrilled and overcome. Later she would find out it was just another way to isolate her from the world.
She was introduced to Brigitte, the only ray of light in her confinement. Brigitte was beautiful and young, no more than eighteen perhaps. She had long black hair that she wore coiled around her head. Her face was thin, her features delicate. Pearl was fascinated by her large, full lips. At first Brigitte was a wealth of information and seemed almost like a true friend. Pearl found out that a wealthy named Mr. Smith owned the house. But when she asked Brigitte further questions about Mr. Smith, she ran into the first of many blind alleys.
"Mr. Smith is out of the country on business, Pearl," Brigitte would say. "He'll be home any day now and he wants to see you as soon as he arrives. Mr. Smith will answer all of your questions, dear. He's such a wonderful man."
Brigitte did show her many marvelous things. There were new and wonderful clothes. At first, there were just a few in Pearl's sizes. But almost every hour Brigitte would bring her new clothes, almost as though they were arriving at the house just for her. There were new dresses and shorts and blouses. There were new shoes and underwear and accessories. All of them seemed very expensive and elegant to Pearl, whose previous style and fashion only went to the dizzying heights of when Pappy had bought her new blue jeans every year.
Brigitte also instructed the poor about certain other necessities. She taught Pearl how to dine with fine table service, how to dress in elegant dresses, and how to walk in high heels. Most importantly, Brigitte instructed her on how to take care of her personal hygiene. She explained about the menstrual cycle of women in very clinical terms and when a lady should use pads and when she should use tampons. But when Pearl asked to see a tampon, she ran into another dead end with Brigitte. All of her answers began to seem dry and rehearsed, as though she was allowed to go only so far and no further.
Pearl began to chafe, even against the luxury of her new home -- her new prison, she wanted to scream out. With the coming of her menses, Pearl's body ached even more. Her breasts, though still small, felt excessively large and bloated. Her nipples hurt. At times they almost itched. It seemed that every time she began to rub them, or any other part of her body, someone would interrupt. As she floated in her new large tub, Brigitte interrupted her four times to bring in new clothes or towels or some such nonsense. Pearl began to have the paranoid impression that she was being watched. Sometimes she had felt the same way at the farm. Would every place be the same? Would they ever leave her alone?
Finally, the morning of the third day, Brigitte announced that Mr. Smith would be arriving shortly after noon. She rushed Pearl through breakfast, served in her room of course, and her morning toiletries. Then, to fill the rest of the morning, Brigitte taught Pearl the mysteries of makeup.
Brigitte taught her about eyeliner and blush, about lipstick and foundation; all the while, she emphasized that Pearl didn't need much to enhance her natural beauty. But, the makeup lesson showed her something even more important.
As Brigitte sat close to her in front of the mirror, touching her face and demonstrating the techniques of applying makeup, Pearl realized that no one had ever really touched her before, had ever been so near to her. Growing up on the farm, Pearl was used to people maintaining their distance. The raven-haired was so close, Pearl could feel Brigitte's breath on her face. More than once Pearl became lost in her eyes. She very much wanted to reach out and touch Brigitte's face too. Her palms began to itch. Her ached.
For just a moment, Brigitte seemed to falter, too. Her hand was under Pearl's chin and their eyes seemed to lock together for an instant. She tilted the blonde's head ever so slightly and leaned toward her. Her large, soft lips brushed Pearl's and the girl thought she was going to melt. Her body felt on fire.
With conscious effort, Brigitte pulled back and shook her head. "Oh, my," she said, "aren't you the pretty one? We mustn't mess up your makeup before you see Mr. Smith, though. You look fine now, dear. Let's pick out a dress for you to wear."
And that was it. The moment had passed, but it had left Pearl shattered and uncertain of herself. Her body ached more than ever and she felt lonelier than she had ever been before. Brigitte suggested a few clothes and left the alone as though she were fleeing the scene of a crime.
So for the rest of the morning, Pearl looked out the window over the beautiful west lawn of the Smith mansion. She wasn't sad. She thought to herself, What have I to be sad about? I have exquisite clothes and now I live in a wonderful place. But why do I feel so empty?
Pearl felt as though her life had really not yet begun. She closed her eyes and her heart ached as much as her body did. When she closed her eyes, the strange thoughts returned; thoughts of strange faceless people, touching her; running their hands over her body, over her breasts, between her legs.
Sometime after noon Brigitte came to her room and announced that it was time for Pearl to meet Mr. Smith. Lunch, she was told, would be served in the garden at the rear of the house. Brigitte led the way through the large house and onto the lush lawn. She was led through high and well-manicured hedges into an open space were tables were well spaced for outdoor dining. A beautiful serving was putting the final touches on the center table. As Pearl was seated, the filled her glass of water and before she had known they were leaving, both Brigitte and the serving lady disappeared.
"Hello, Pearl. I'm glad we could finally meet. I'm Mr. Smith."
Pearl turned to see a tall, handsome walking up behind her. As she stood, he reached out his hand and she instinctively reached out her own to shake hands with him. He had black hair and a deep soothing voice. The hand that gripped hers was strong, the fingers long and sensitive. But, it was his eyes that caught Pearl's attention the most, his eyes and his mouth.
Pearl looked up into the most fascinating, piercing black eyes she had ever seen. They were intelligent eyes, knowing eyes. She felt as though this already knew everything about her, already had all the answers she was seeking. And his mouth! Strong sensuous lips that were turned up in just a hint of a smile. He looked so serious, so charismatic.
"Please, be seated, Pearl. I'm sorry I wasn't able to be here when you first arrived. Has Brigitte and the rest of the staff made you welcome? Is there anything you need?" he asked solicitously.
Pearl sat down again and Mr. Smith sat in the chair next to her. She couldn't help but notice that their knees were almost touching. The looked elegant in his tailored blue suit even sitting down at ease.
"Gosh, Mr. Smith -- everything is wonderful. Brigitte has been very helpful, but I still don't understand what I'm doing here," Pearl responded while trying to keep from staring at him.
Pearl, whose experience with was based almost exclusively on her relationship with Pappy, was completely taken aback by the presence of this man. She suddenly felt so shy she didn't know if she could speak at all. Her own reaction to him scared her and, at the same time, exhilarated her.
"I understand you have a lot of questions, Pearl. Today is the day you will receive some of those answers you've been looking for. It isn't that anyone wanted to withhold information from you, Pearl. We all decided a long time ago that when the time came to explain everything to you, I would be the one to do that. Again, I apologize that I was out of the country at the time. I rushed back as soon as I could."
Servers arrived with three trays of food and refreshments. While the food was placed on the table, Pearl watched as Mr. Smith spoke to each of the staff by name. They greeted him with obvious respect and pleasure.
"Let's try some of food while we talk, Pearl," Mr. Smith said as the staff was leaving. "Where should I begin? Your and I have discussed many times how to tell you of your inheritance and of who you are."
"My mother? Is my here?" Pearl asked excitedly.
"Yes, Pearl. You haven't known it, but there have been many people watching over you all your life, including your mother. I know you're anxious to meet her and to ask her where she's been all your life. That's part of what I need to explain to you. After I explain, I think it will be clearer to you why we've had to do what we've done."
"Pearl, almost everyone that lives here -- me, your mother, Brigitte and most of the staff -- all of us live with a common condition. Pearl, have you ever heard of the term 'hypersexual'?"
"No," Pearl said softly hoping she didn't sound ignorant and immature.
"Hypersexuals are people that have a heightened sensitivity and response to sexual stimuli, Pearl. Not only do we need more sex than the normal person does, the way that the world stimulates us is different. Sometimes people can be so sensitive to sexual stimulation that, if not properly controlled, the condition can be almost debilitating. Hypersexual women, in particular, have been taken advantage of and abused. They are called nymphomaniacs and considered promiscuous or worse.
"But given a loving, supportive environment, hypersexuals can lead productive lives. That's what we've done here. We have a safe place here for and women where they won't be treated like freaks and where they won't be made to fit into the mold of what is considered normal. Out in the rest of the world, we're treated like addicts. Here, we are treated with love and respect."
"You said my was like this?" Pearl asked.
"Yes, dear. Your mother's case is extreme. She was forced to leave home shortly after she became pregnant with you. She survived on the streets, even at a very young age until you were two. Pearl, she found even the normal contact that a has with her own child too stimulating. That's why she had to take you back to the farm. I found her three years later and brought her here. She didn't tell us about you until you were almost eight years old. At that point, we made the decision to leave you at the until you matured so that you can make your own decision. I was concerned about leaving you with that man, but we took precautions. Were you safe growing up? Did anyone abuse you?"
"No, Mr. Smith. No one abused me, but I've been terribly lonely. I've never had a friend and there's so much I don't understand. Gosh, do you think I'm one of these 'hypersexuals,' too? Would I be one just because my was?"
"Pearl, no one knows whether hypersexuality can be inherited. Miss Love seemed it think it is possible in your case. So does Brigitte. They both should know. They're both hypersexual women."
"But Brigitte and Miss Love seem like normal people."
"They are 'normal' people. But they are also people who are more sexually responsive than other people and people who respond to sexual stimuli more strongly. It doesn't mean they're not normal. This is normal for them."
"How can I know, Mr. Smith? How do I know if I'm hypersexual?"
"That should be rather easy to discover, Pearl. Do you want to find out now?"
"Yes, please!"
"Okay, just relax. May I touch you?"
"Oh, Gosh," Pearl blushed, wondering if she could stand for this handsome, charismatic to touch her. She asked warily, "Where?"
"Just on the face, dear."
"Sure, Mr. Smith," she answered tentatively. "That would be okay."
"Okay, close your eyes, Pearl, and just relax."
Mr. Smith moved his chair closer to Pearl's and began to gently touch the face of the girl. He began by lightly placing his whole hand over her face with her mouth and nose covered by his palm and her eyes and forehead covered by his fingers. Then, as her breathing deepened, his fingers began to softly stroke her forehead. He curled the sensitive fingers down and began to stroke the girl's temples. Her breath caught and her chest began to heave. He worked his hand to her neck and stroked Pearl behind her ear until the young woman could hardly sit in her chair any longer.
"Try to resist the sensation, Pearl. Try to ignore the stimulation."
He caressed her long, thin neck and then ran a finger lightly over her lips. The girl's lips parted, trembling. He penetrated her lips and stroked the edges of her slightly parted teeth, feeling her warm breath on his index finger. Even if Pearl had not been responding, Mr. Smith would have had to quite soon. Just the sensation of touching this exquisitely innocent was beginning to overwhelm him. In one last telling, defining touch, he rubbed the tip of her tongue lightly with the finger. Pearl, overwhelmed, engulfed the finger and began to suck it vigorously.
"Enough!" Smith said forcefully but tenderly. Both of them were breathing rapidly and deeply, both of them were flushed and excited. If Smith showed any indication at all that he would have accepted it, Pearl would have thrown herself into his arms right then. He could have done anything he wished with her at this point.
"Pearl, it would have been normal for any your age to have been excited by a man's touch like that. But in my opinion, the level of your response indicates to me that you are hypersexual. Do you feel like you could have resisted me if I had wanted to go farther?"
Pearl blushed, embarrassed by the question. She wanted to say that she could have. Pappy had taught her that women that allowed to touch them only came to no good. But, Mr. Smith her respond. He knew she couldn't resist. Even now, when he wasn't touching her, she wanted him to. She could smell him. Her body ached for him to touch her.
"No," Pearl whispered. "I couldn't have resisted."
She expected him to grab her. She wanted him to grab her. She didn't know what she wanted him to do after that, but she desperately wanted him to touch her.
"That feeling, Pearl, the feeling of wanting to be held and touched, that's normal for us. When your body aches and you long to be touched so desperately, that's normal for us. Other people feel that too, but not as strongly. They can control it better. We can't control it as easily. Even now, as protective as I feel about you, I want to touch you again. But I know if I touch you right now, I won't stop.
"We want you to have a real choice, Pearl. Out in the real world, fourteen-year-olds like you aren't supposed to have sex. Certainly not with adults. If you choose to stay with us, that will happen. Already Brigitte was almost overcome by her feelings about you this morning. Your life here wouldn't be considered normal by the rest of the world.
"But, Pearl, I honestly don't think you would have a normal life no matter where you go. The first that held your hand or gave you a kiss would be able to take advantage of you. You're completely naive to flirting and sexual dynamics. Any of my staff could seduce you immediately if they were of a mind to do so. There are many bad people out there that would take advantage of you in your condition. You would most likely end up on the streets like your mother."
"I don't want that, Mr. Smith. Can I stay here? Can I live here with and you and Brigitte?"
"That's what we want, too, Pearl. Here you will be loved and nurtured as the beautiful woman you can be. Are you sure that's what you want?"
"Of course. Don't you think I want to be loved? Can you realize how lonely I've been?"
"Yes, Pearl. I think I can. I've felt that lonely too. Everyone here has. You're one of us, you see."
"I guess you're right. I must be hypersexual. Mr. Smith, can I meet my now?"
"Soon, dear. First you both have to be prepared. Pearl, as I said, your is very sensitive. That's one of the things that attracted me to her. If you and your both were reunited in your present conditions, the sensations of that meeting would overwhelm you both immediately. You may be as sensitive as she is, dear. You remind me so much of her. Can I ask you to trust me a little while longer? You need to learn a little more about controlling your sexual responses before you meet her, Pearl. And I need to work with her a little more as well. Will you trust me, Pearl?"
Mr. Smith turned those charismatic, beautiful eyes on her and Pearl's heart almost melted. Her body was one big, throbbing ache. If he would only touch her, she would do anything for him.
"Yes," she said softly. "I'll trust you."
"Okay, let's do this then. It's been an emotional morning for you and I both. Why don't we both freshen up and we can have dinner together in your room. We can start your training tonight if you still agree. Is that acceptable?"
"Gosh, Mr. Smith, that sounds fine. But tell me, how long will I have to wait before I can see my mother?"
"Depending on your training, not long. Perhaps another day or two. Not as long as a week no matter what."
"Okay then," Pearl said resolutely. "I'll do it."
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