The Assignment Chapter 4
By: curious2c, ddrett60@kpu.net
My husband and I slept in our bed that night. The very bed I had been
so thoroughly well fucked on by Gary that afternoon while Jim was at
school. I had let Gary take me in all of my holes and I had loved every
second of it.
My guilt flowed over me as I cleaned up after my session with Gary. I
felt used and dirty. Then I remembered that Jim wanted me to have sex with
men. Not a man, but many men. He wanted to witness me being 'raped' by
several men, taken in all of my holes.
I let myself off the hook at that point. I had done nothing wrong. I
had done what Jim wanted me to do. His darkest fantasy was quickly
becoming mine. I had loved Gary's cock stroking in my tight pussy. I had
felt like a virgin all over again as his eleven-inch cock had touched
places that had never felt anything like it.
That night, lying next to Jim, I felt more in love with him than ever
before. I had started down a path that would give both of us our greatest
fantasies. Jim would be so proud of me when I got gangbanged at the party.
He would see his 'taken' by several men.
The next day Jim was busy doing homework. I cleaned up the house as
usual, and then told him I was going out for a while. He nodded absently
as I kissed him. He was engrossed in his studies, and I knew that he would
be busy for the rest of the day.
I left and went to the local mall, meeting Gary at the prearranged time.
It was just a little before ten in the morning, and the mall was barely
open. Gary ushered me in and we went to several stores. I tried on lots
of outfits. Soon I had four very sexy dresses and then Gary said we needed
accessories.
We went into a Victoria's Secret and shopped there for quite a while.
Gary dropped a bundle on clothes for me. I was intimidated by his choices,
but he brushed off my worries as harmless fun. He reminded me of Jim's
fantasy of me being a real slut.
I tried on everything Gary pointed out. He chose each set and when we
were done he took me to lunch. At lunch he mentioned that he wanted a few
pictures of me in my sexy new clothes so that he could remember this day
and the party day forever.
After getting his assurances that he wouldn't show them to anyone I
agreed. We went to his place and I tried on each combination of clothes.
As I progressed they got more revealing and sexier. I was soon getting hot
as I posed for Gary's camera. At one point Gary talked me into just the
lingerie.
Posing in the lingerie was making me so hot I finally told Gary that we
should practice one more time. I wanted this party to go as smoothly as
possible I told myself. Deep down I knew that what I really wanted was
Gary's huge hot cock in my tight holes again. I was getting hooked on his
cock and the illicit fucking we were doing.
Gary soon had me naked and in his bed. We began to play around with
each other. Gary suddenly got up and looked down at me as I reclined back
on his bed totally nude. I didn't attempt to cover up or anything. I was
being the slut of any man's dreams at this point.
"Hey, I think that maybe we should get one or two more guy's over here
and try a small gangbang, you know, to make sure you still will want more
than one guy."
"Oh, I don't know about that Gary. I don't want to let it get around
that I am an easy lay for just any man, or men, since you are talking about
a gangbang. I am after all."
"Yeah, but you have only had me, what if we get started and you decide
that you can't do the gangbang? We will have quite a few all worked up
and nowhere to go. It could get real ugly and end up as a real rape. I
think that we should make sure Kate, so that there are no problems later
on."
"Gary, I can understand what you are saying but I just can't fuck a
bunch of guy's now. I have a husband at home who has no idea of what I
have already done. I can't cheat on him like that."
"Kate, he wants to see you with several men. He wants to see his getting gangbanged. He wants you to be ravished before his eyes. What if
we start out on his fantasy and you decide to back out? How do you think
he will react then? You need to be sure that you will go through with the
plan so that his fantasy is fulfilled like he would want."
The upshot of our talk was that I gave in and he called up some friends.
I was horny and wanted his cock, so it didn't take much convincing on his
part. He was also right; I did need to prove to myself that I could follow
through on this whole thing like planned.
We were into a make out session that was getting me as hot as the one
the day before when the additional arrived. He had called three and they all showed up, ready to fuck the slut. Me.
In a matter of a few minutes they were naked and I had hands all over
me. I had a moment of fear when they all descended on me and for the first
time I used the safe word.
"Gary, I need to call the school."
He looked at me kind of funny then it dawned on him what I was really
saying. He stopped everyone, much to their disgust, and pulled me into the
bathroom.
"I'm afraid that I can't do this Gary. All of those men, I am just not
sure anymore."
"Kate, I will send them home if you want, but could you try just a bit
more. I will have them back off a bit and we will not be so aggressive. I
think you may have gone into an overload with all of the hands and mouths
touching you. Please try. Jim really wants this you know."
After thinking about it, I decided that Gary was right. Jim did want
this, so for his fantasy I would try harder to go along with the plan. I
loved Jim and wanted him to be very happy with me. I wanted to give him
any fantasy he wanted. I also, deep down, wanted this to happen. I wanted
to be taken by a group of men. I just had felt afraid of my own needs for
a second.
When they had been touching me I had felt like just cutting loose and
really going to town. I had almost succumbed to my 'inner slut' and let
loose a new and improved Kate. I wanted to be Kate the whore, Kate the
real world-class slut. I was afraid of not being able to hold back and
never quitting this 'new me' lifestyle. My fears were that I wouldn't
quit, even if Jim wanted me to.
I realized that my reluctance at having more than one was because I
would go off and not want to stop having gangbangs. I felt that I could
easily become a real big time slut if I didn't hold myself in check
somewhat.
I went back into Gary's bedroom and saw those naked standing
waiting. I looked at their cocks, judging which one would be the first
where. I had juices flowing out of my like a river. I saw them
looking at my and could tell they could see the moisture running down
my legs too.
"Come on over here slut. We have some business to do here."
Gary was in his 'rapist' mode. I loved the feeling of helplessness that
I had as if I had to do what I was ordered to do. I felt like a naked lamb
being led into a den of wolves.
"Hey bitch, get on the bed and spread those long sexy legs of yours. I
want to see that up close and personal like."
The who made that demand was a bit taller than Gary, and black. His
cock was a little shorter than Gary's, but much fatter. I positioned
myself sideways on the bed on my back, with my legs spread wide as I could.
My head hung over one side and my in the middle of it.
As I lay there, they stepped up close and began to talk. They said such
nasty things about me, talking like I wasn't even there. Like I was a
piece of furniture or something. I was getting hotter and hotter the more
they spouted off those nasty comments.
"Shit, this bitch is wetter than a river in a rainstorm. She wants us
bad. All this cock is turning her on pretty good."
"Man I can't wait to get my prick in her ass. It looks so tight and
hot."
"You ever had a cunt? Once you goes black you never goes back."
"Hey she just wants cock, she don't care if it's white, black, or
polka-dotted. Just as long as they are in her holes she will be happy.
This is what a real first class slut looks like boys."
Gary had made that last comment. I truly felt the way he said those
things. I didn't really care what the cock looked like in color or
anything; I just wanted them to fuck me.
They moved in on me. One guy got between my spread legs and started to
lick and suck on my very wet pussy. I immediately went into an orgasm.
They all laughed at that.
"Shit this whore is cumming already, and we haven't even started to give
her all of this cock. She is going to be a real memorable fuck."
"WOW, what a slut. I can't wait until we have her watching us
fuck her eyeballs out. He is going to shit when we have her cumming before
we even touch her. He will know he is to a real whore then."
Their words inflamed my already horny body. I was in overdrive and
ready to fuck and suck any that came up to me now. I had never felt so
nasty in my life. I had thoughts running through my mind that I had always
brushed off. Now they were in the foremost part of my thinking.
The guy eating my suddenly got up.
"We need to shave this cunt. I want bald to eat and fuck. I
think that we should shave her totally bald. Bald is best, that's my
motto."
I protested, knowing that I would have a hard time telling Jim why I had
shaved. We had several arguments in the past when he had wanted me to
shave myself down there. I didn't like the feeling of the hair when it
grew back.
Gary just said that I was his slut and his sluts were clean-shaven, like
it or not. If I didn't shave, I didn't get the cock. My choice was
limited to shave and get that cock, or not shave and go home, horny and
wanting. I chose to get fucked. I would come up with something to tell
Jim.
Gary left and got a razor and shaving cream. Another got a towel
and a bowl of water. I was soon being shaved as I lay there on the bed.
The shaving me was cautious, but he was also fingering my and
asshole every chance he got. By the time I was clean-shaven, I had had
three orgasms.
After the shaving was finished the fucking began in earnest. Eventually
I had one cock in my pussy, one in my mouth, and finally one in my ass. I
had three cocks in my body and they were fucking me hard. Gary was
watching the whole show. I thought at one point I saw flashes or bright
lights, but didn't think anything of it since I was being so well fucked.
I had orgasm after orgasm. Soon all of the had had me in each hole.
Cum was running out of my and asshole freely. I had swallowed what
seemed like gallons of cum. in my hair, on my breasts, all over me.
Four had constantly fucked me for three and a half hours. I was
totally exhausted by the time they wore out.
Gary let me rest for a bit and then he got me dressed and took me home.
He dropped me off a block away from the apartment. I walked the rest of
the way, and if anybody watched me walk they could have probably seen that
I was walking like a well-fucked whore. I waddled more than walked; my
pussy and ass were a touch sore.
I had dripping off of my hair, and running down my legs. I had flowing out of my asshole and pussy. They were also gaping wide open. I
could feel the cool outside air dancing in and out of my tender holes.
Arriving home Jim was still studying. I snuck through the house and
slipped into the bathroom. I took a shower and as I stepped out Jim said
through the door that we were going out to eat. I felt guilty, as I knew
that I had been so well fucked this afternoon while Jim sat innocently at
home doing his homework.
I was able to cover my feelings of betrayal and told Jim that I would be
ready in a moment. As I got dressed and Jim waited for me in our living
room, I almost started to cry.
I loved him so much, and I had been such a whore today. How would he
feel if he knew how much I liked being gangbanged? Would he be all right
with this or kick me out and leave me? Even though I was doing what he
wanted, I wasn't sure if this 'extra' practice was a good idea. I was
getting hung up on all of the cocks I had been fucking now.
Going out to dinner or a was something new to our routine. Jim
had finally started to take me out as if we were dating. I knew that he
was trying to be the best husband for me he could be. It made me feel real
good that I was working so hard to give him his fantasy now. He was going
to love this party coming up.
That Monday, as Jim was in school, I heard a knock at our door. When I
opened it three of the I had gangbanged were standing there with
smiles on their faces.
"Hey Kate, I figured you wanted some more practice. I got the together and here we are."
"Oh, I think we should wait until the party don't you?"
"Kate, you want Jim to be pleased with his fantasy don't you? I think
that you need some more practice. You know, so he will have his fantasy
fulfilled."
I relented, partly because I was horny, and partly because I did want
everything to go smoothly at the party. They came in and in a matter of
minutes I was naked and in our bedroom being fucked by three men. I had a
cock in each and they were fucking me into nirvana, again.
Since they showed up in the morning just after Jim left, we had the
whole day to fuck. After the initial fuck that morning, one of them made a
call, and soon there were six more in my bed fucking me. The gangbang
went on for the rest of the day, until about an hour and a half before Jim
was due home.
The helped me clean up the place, which surprised me quite a bit. I
thought that they would just take off and leave me to do that. Had I known
that this was all a scam and they wanted to make sure that Jim didn't find
out until the party, well, everything would have been far different.
The next day Gary showed up after Jim left and fucked me in all of my
holes before lunch. I cleaned his cock up with my mouth after he pulled
out of my asshole. I really liked doing this now. It made me feel like
such a whore.
Gary left at lunch and I cleaned the house up real well. I was getting
it ready for the party, and trying to not let Jim see that I was preparing
it for a party. I could do so much moving of stuff before he would get
suspicious of my 'cleaning' so I just hoped that Gary would have some help
over before Jim got home to help me get stuff lined out.
The day of the party Gary showed up and fucked me just after lunch. He
took my ass then my pussy, and then I swallowed his down my throat.
Afterwards he filled me in on the details of the party.
"I got about seven coming tonight. They are going to start to show
up around four thirty or five. Jim should get home around five or so, so
we will get him a chair and tied up like a for real forced deal. When he
is tied up I will signal you and you can wear that dress with the slits up
the side. No underwear, just the dress. Jim will be beside himself when
he sees you in that number."
"What about the rest of the week? You aren't going to take me out of
town are you Gary?"
"No baby, I am taking you to a very special place to spend the next four
days. You will get all of the cock you want there. I will even provide
some for you to entertain too. Not to worry, everyone will have a
clean bill of health before they are allowed to sample my slut."
"No pictures Gary, I don't want any of this to come back and haunt me
afterwards. This is going to be a one-time thing and after that I am just
going to want Jim. OK?"
"Oh yeah baby, no pictures and one time thing. You are in my capable
hands now Kate. You can rely on me to do you up right. You just be my
slut for the next few days and I guarantee you will have the time of your
life. Then you can go back to Jim, just like planned."
"God Gary, I can't wait. You are such a good friend to us. I hope Jim
will appreciate all of the hard work you have done for us."
"Kate, this hasn't been work, it has been a pleasure. I have loved each
moment of the last week. I am only glad that I was able to help you out."
Well, if you read my husbands story, you know what happened at the
party. I acted like and was treated like a total world-class slut. I took
on all the there that night and Jim watched me get royally fucked.
At one point I thought I saw Jim crying, but when I looked again I
didn't see any tears, so I thought that I had been mistaken. He looked so
helpless tied up in that chair as those took me over and over. Gary's
girlfriend was standing by Jim with a hand on his shoulder.
At one point, Gary's girlfriend whispered something in Gary's ear. Soon
I was straddled over two large cocks and took them in my now loose pussy.
Once they were in, that loose became very, very, tight again. As
those two cocks stroked in and out of me another cock entered my ass. It
was so deliciously tight. I then took a fourth cock into my throat.
I got 'quad' fucked several times that week. That night, being the
first time, sent me to nirvana. I couldn't believe that I had all of that
cock in me at once. Gary told me later that at that point I had over three
and a half feet of cock in my body. Unbelievable.
At the end of the night, as I was leaving to go to Gary's party palace,
I saw Jim struggling. He put on a real good and convincing show. I just
knew that I had fulfilled his deepest and darkest fantasy and it had turned
out eve better than I had hoped. Another plus was the fact that I had been
so well fucked. God I loved being a slut.
The next morning, at the fraternity house, I had a constant stream of
hard bodies coming and cumming to me. I was kept busy all that day fucking
and cock. At lunchtime I ate some food that Gary had prepared and
took a shower. After lunch, two showed up and started to fondle me.
I wasn't sure about the thing and said as much to Gary.
"Hey, I don't know about doing women Gary. I am not a or
anything, I like cock, not pussy."
"Kate, you are my slut for the next three days yet. If I want you to do
pussy, you do pussy. If I want you to do cock, you do cock. If I tell you
to do a horse, you will do the fucking horse. You are my slut. You are my
whore. On Sunday night, at midnight, you are Jim's again. Until
then, you are my slut. Do not forget that."
"What if I use my safe word Gary? Will you still honor that?"
"Oh, yeah, I will still honor that Kate, but have I had you do anything
that you haven't enjoyed yet?"
"No, you haven't. But a horse? Come on Gary, you can't be serious."
"Maybe I am, maybe I'm not. You just act like my slut and I will make
sure you have a real good weekend Kate. I am your master for the rest of
this weekend, like you agreed to."
He sounded so dark and foreboding. I was certainly not going to do a
horse, and I didn't think that I was going to do women either. By three
o'clock that afternoon I was licking a and having mine by
those two women. Gary had a crowd of watching us too. I didn't care;
I had discovered that I liked as well as cock. I still preferred
cock though.
That night Gary took me down to an adult theater. There we went
to the back and went into a booth. This is where I learned about
'glory-holes' for the first time. I had never been in an adult theater
before in my life.
Gary put some quarters in the slot and started a movie. I looked around
a saw the holes in the walls. One of the holes was huge. You could have
put two basketballs through it, at once. The other holes were smaller,
although you could clearly see that an arm could fit through them at any
point.
We watched the for a minute then I noticed a cock poking through
the largest in the wall. It was the biggest, blackest, and hardest
cock I had ever seen. Gary nudged me towards it.
"Give it a lick Kate. He wants you suck him. Suck his cock until he
shoots off into your throat. I want you to face fuck that black cock,
slut."
"What about a condom? I don't want to get a disease Gary."
"Kate, just do it! Get down on your slut knees and suck that cock right
now. I am the master here. He won't have a disease, Christ you worry too
much. Just suck that cock."
Reluctantly, I got down and began to lick and suck on that monster cock.
Soon he was thrusting it in and out of my mouth. Gary pulled up on my hips
as I gave the to the strange cock. He positioned me just so and
the next thing I knew there was another cock entering my pussy.
I glanced over and realized that it wasn't Gary! He was standing beside
me as the cock in my was ramming in and out of me. I had a total
stranger fucking me as I yet another stranger. My brain went into
overdrive and I started to orgasm.
I had two strange cocks in me and I loved it. Gary grabbed my head and
began to thrust it against the cock in my mouth. Soon I had it in my
throat. The black strangers balls were bouncing on my chin, as I would
bottom out at the base of that huge shaft.
He started to groan and I knew he was about to cum. He shot off and
Gary kept my head at the base of his cock. All of the sperm from that big
black specimen of black manhood shot into my throat. I swallowed and
swallowed. I drank in all of the sperm and didn't spill a drop. He pulled
out and turned to go.
"Hey man, stick around, this slut wants you to fuck her asshole with
that piece of meat too."
"Are you shitting me? No woman has ever taken this in her ass. It is
way to big for that."
"You saying you don't want to fuck this sluts ass?"
"No man, if she wants to have this cock in her ass she gets the cock in
her ass. I have to go piss, I'll be back."
Meanwhile the in my was cumming. His sperm felt hot, and
there was a copious amount of it. He pulled out and I could feel running down my legs. Gary was stroking my hair and calling me his 'best
little slut'.
The who had just fucked me had a plastic cup in his hand and he held
it under my pussy. I could feel him scraping off of my leg. Soon he
was holding it out in front of my face.
"Have a drink whore. My from your pussy, a real cocktail don't you
think?"
I took the proffered drink and tilted it up. As his ran done my
throat I realized that I really loved the taste of all now. I must
have since I was drinking it out of a cup in front of a complete stranger,
and it was that stranger's I was drinking.
The came back and Gary let him in the room with us. Gary took
the bench along the wall and set it up in the middle of the room. The
black laid down on it and his huge shaft stuck way up in the air.
Gary picked me up in his strong arms and set me over that monster cock.
I soon had it starting into my asshole. It was very painful going at
first, but pretty soon I had all of it in my poor abused, yet very tight
ass.
The way the bench was positioned, my head was at the large in the
wall as I reclined back. Soon a cock was sticking through and Gary had me
throating it. This I was grabbed my head and really started to
fuck my throat. This caused my body to move back and forth on the cock in
my ass.
Gary opened the door to the booth and another entered. His cock was
out and he crawled up on top of me. I now had three cocks in me, fucking
me like I was just a for cock. I was orgasming on a steady basis. I
had never felt so debauched, so dirty, so nasty. I loved every minute of
this fucking.
The in my shot off first, and Gary caught the as it ran
out of me. He had kept that cup the other had used on me earlier. The
man in my mouth shot off and I swallowed all of his offering. When the
black in my ass started to shake Gary pulled me off of his cock and had
me throat it as he shot off. He really had a load, even though it was his
second time in less than an hour.
Towards the end of the night Gary had me drink the in the cup in
front of six men. They moaned and made crude comments as I licked my lips
then the dregs from the cup. I relished the comments and the too.
We were at the theater for hours. When I got back to the frat
house everyone was asleep or gone out. Gary showered me clean and put me
to bed. I could feel my holes gaping open. The next morning they were
still loose and my lips hung down quite a bit. I really hoped that
they would tighten back up.
That morning Gary let me rest up. That afternoon we went out and to a
basketball game. It was a semi-pro game, and Gary had me in the shortest
dress we had gotten. It also was extremely low cut. My were
almost totally exposed, and if I bent over too far, which was not very much
in this number, they would spill out into view of all around.
Gary wouldn't let me wear any underwear either, so I had to be careful
of how I sat and walked so I didn't expose myself and my clean-shaven cunt.
Being dressed like I was made me so horny and feel so wanton. I was a true
slut.
"I have a friend you are going to meet. He is out on the floor playing
right now. You are going to entertain him and his friends after the game.
You will love this Kate. You are such a good slut now."
I was pleased that Gary was happy with my being a good slut. I was
trying hard, and he was making sure that I got fucked a bunch. I felt so
whorish sitting in a crowd of people in that dress, showing most of what I
had to offer.
I could hear some comments around me as I sat there watching the game.
Most were from women, talking to other women, or their men.
"Do you see what that slut is wearing in public? What a whore."
"Don't look at her you prick, you are my husband. She is probably some
prostitute. You just pay attention to the game or we are leaving."
"Honey, can you see that whore sitting over there? Now do you see why I
won't dress like that for you? Listen to what everyone is saying about
her. Do you want them to talk about me like that?"
"She isn't wearing anything under that dress, what a whore. Quit
looking at her, you are my husband, you jerk."
I could have given them a clue or two about what their husbands wanted
at that point, but they wouldn't have believed me, nor would they have
listened. I wouldn't have were I in their place just three weeks ago
either. Now I knew far more and far better.
Gary had his hand on my thigh as we watched the game, and soon I felt it
going up and under the material of my dress. He was fingering me in public
in a crowd of people. I was being felt up and people could see his hand
had gone under my dress and since it was so short, they had to know that he
was fingering my pussy.
His other hand worked its way into the top of my dress, and pretty quick
he was rolling a nipple around between his fingers. God, I was getting so
hot. Anyone with an ounce of sense would see and know that I was a slut to
allow this to happen in public.
After the game, Gary's friend's team won, he took me down a hallway and
into a locker room. There were tall naked everywhere. I was the only
woman in the whole place. His friend came over as I watched all of that
cock dancing around me.
"Hey man, what did you think of the game? Is this Kate?"
"Great game Steve, great game. Yeah this is my slut Kate. She is here
to entertain you guys. She always likes to fuck winners."
"Shit, this lady is great looking. Where on earth did you ever find
such a good looking slut?"
"Her husband wanted her to do this. His fantasy you know. She has been
doing real well too. So far she hasn't refused to do anything I have asked
her to do. She is a real first class slut. Aren't you Kate?"
"Uh, yes. I am Gary's slut, Kate. I will do anything he wants me to
do. What do you want me to do Gary?"
"Well Kate, my friends here just won a game. You should be
congratulating them, don't you think?"
I knew that Gary wanted me on my knees cock at that point, so I
pulled the straps of my dress off my shoulders and let it drop to the
floor. The started to crowd around me whistling and making crude
comments.
"Christ would you look at the on that bitch. What a slut, dropping
that dress off like that in front of us. She must want it bad, real bad."
"Hey momma, come over here and kiss the winning cock."
I moved over to that and went to my knees. I took his large black
cock into my mouth and after a few strokes I had most of it in my throat.
He closed his eyes and moaned.
"Look at that cocksucker! She took all of his cock in one stroke. I
want her to blow me too. I have never seen any whore take that much cock
all the way like that, ever."
"Gary, you have trained this one right for sure. Can she take cock in
her ass too?"
"Don't you know it man. She will take cock in all of her holes. She
has even had two in her and one in her ass at the same time. She
loves to suck and deep throat cock too. This is the best whore I
have ever had, bar none."
For the next six hours I proved Gary's comments to be true. I had cock
in me all of the time until I finally wore them all out. I did the 'quad'
fuck several times and at one point, one of the better-endowed took my
pussy as two of his buddies took my ass. A reverse quad fuck of sorts.
My sexual high continued for the whole time. These were athletic
and strong so I was put into some positions that I had never tried before.
I came and came, finally I passed out at some point, although the fucking
of my body continued. I came to later, and I was still being fucked.
When they were all done with me Gary took me back to the frat house. I
was given a bath and Gary dried me off. He treated me with such deference.
I was touched by this until later, after I got home and talked to Jim, when
I realized he had been putting on an act in order to get me to do
everything I did.
He had set me up and then closed the trap in such a manner I never knew
until I got home. All of the many lies he had fed me had been at work on
Jim too.
The last day with Gary was more subdued. He had me fucking his frat
brothers and I did another group suck with those two again.
The really got off watching that. There were cocks everywhere fucking
all of us girls.
At one point, a cock was pulled out of the brunette's asshole and fed to
me. I swallowed it completely. When his balls were bouncing off of my
chin, he shot his load into my mouth. I felt so nasty doing this. I ended
up doing it for other cocks and from the other too. They couldn't
believe that I would do such a thing and just watched along with the as
I deep throated those nasty cocks.
Gary took me to my home on that Monday morning before classes started. I
hadn't seen or heard from Jim since the party night. I walked into the
place and immediately knew something was amiss. My had been taken care
of, but Jim was nowhere around.
I thought at first he was at school, until I saw some stuff missing. I
went into the bedroom and was shocked to find all of his things gone. I
became frantic as I realized he had left me.
When Jim showed up later that morning, I found out how well I had been
set up and led down a path of treachery and darkness. Jim had never
written that fantasy. Gary had rewritten Jim's original work and led me to
believe that it was all Jim's.
I was desperate to keep Jim, and stunned as he told me I was a whore and
a slut. How he had already had his fantasy in being to me. I had
ruined our marriage and our lives together in a real hurtful and huge way.
As Jim left me standing in our home and walked out the door that day I
felt the weight of the world on my shoulders. I should have talked to Jim
about this first. I should have never listened to Gary. I had acted and
been such a whore and a slut for a who had used me as a piece of meat.
I cried that night, alone, so dreadfully alone. My even wouldn't
come near me, as if he sensed that I had Jim so I would him too.
I wanted to die. I had betrayed my husband.
I had been the cause of my husband's wrists being cut as he tried to get
free to stop me from doing what I had done. I had ruined our marriage for
what I believed to be a fantasy of Jim's. It had in reality, been another
man's fantasy, another mans dream.
My world was spinning out of control, spiraling into a deep dark and
foreboding place. A place I wouldn't have gone if I had only listened to
my husband. If I had only talked to him about this, not acted it out
first. I had been a colossal fool.
The other shoe was to drop the next day. I was to find out that Gary
had over prepared and had a hold on me now. He was going to let me know
the rest of the then. I would be trapped for two months. Two months
of hell, doing what ever his twisted mind could come up with. Behind Jim's
back I would still be being a whore for Gary.
Up until his 'accident'. I was sure that Jim was responsible for that
attack on Gary and now I was becoming afraid for myself too. Jim had to
have been pushed pretty far to do something like that to Gary, so could I
be next? I had doubts about everything now. Jim had acted out towards
Gary in a way that I had never thought he could. We had all been changed
by this 'party' now, me most of all.
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