Unseen and Unexpected {Redman} {MF Rom} (c) December 2000 Comments welcome at redman@seductive.com. ftp://ftp.asstr.org/pub/Authors/Redman/ Unseen and Unexpected by Redman Joan couldn't believe her luck. As she caught her breath and experienced the warm glow of one of the best orgasms of her life, she looked over at one of the best looking she had ever seen. He was young, at least ten years her junior, with a square jaw and big, strong hands. He had looked so handsome in his tight jeans and the blue knit that had clung to his marvelous physique.
Such a serious man, she thought. It's good to see him smile. It's good to know she could make such a gorgeous happy with her body.
In addition to her bountiful luck, Joan couldn't believe her audacity. She couldn't believe she had even had the courage to speak with him, much less encourage him to proposition her. She knew she wasn't a good-looking woman. She had been told she was plain all her life. Some comments had not even been that kind.
But he didn't seem to care about that at all. When his hands had caressed her thighs, the cellulite that she had given up fighting didn't seem to bother him. When he had grabbed her hips and pulled her to him, the extra inches that had troubled her so much seemed as nothing to him.
"That was incredible," he said, his face breaking into a big, incorrigible grin that almost broke her heart. "You've got to tell me your name! Please!"
He threw his strong arms around her waist and pulled Joan against his wide chest. His hands roamed over her back and bottom so familiarly, so possessively, that at any other time or place she would have been aghast. But he had such boyish charm, she allowed herself to feel wonderful for just a moment instead.
"I don't know, Roger," she said while pushing him back a little. She loved looking into his handsome face. "I told you I don't do this very often. God, I've never done this before at all! How did I ever let you talk me into bed so quickly?"
"I don't know either, but I'm so glad you said yes. I want you to be glad too. Didn't I satisfy you?"
He really doesn't know, Joan thought, incredulous as it seemed to her. He really can't tell what he does to me, can't see the way my body responds to his slightest touch. Joan buried her face in his chest, blushing wildly, embarrassed by her own instinctive reaction to this beautiful boy.
"Oh, you satisfied me, that's for sure," she found herself admitting to him. Why did she suddenly feel free to admit anything to him? Would she feel so free if he knew her name?
"Listen, I don't know whether you're or seeing someone else and I don't care," he whispered to her hurriedly. "I won't make demands on you, I swear. Just promise me that you'll come back. Promise me that you'll let me hold you and touch you and make love to you, again."
Joan wanted to promise him that and so much more. She wanted to tell him how lonely she had been all her life. She wanted to tell him how his hands on her made her feel. Most of all, she wanted to tell him how much it excited her to be lying next to such an incredible man. But how could she tell him these things and not sound as desperate for him as she felt?
"Roger, I promise you I'll be back. You make me feel like I've never felt before. You're an incredible lover. Any woman would be happy to be with you."
"I don't know about that. I'm not very experienced. You're only the second woman I've ever been with. I feel so clumsy. Even now, I don't know whether I really satisfied you or whether you're just telling me that in order to make me feel better."
"Roger, how could I not be satisfied with you? You're an amazing lover. You just need more practice and a little more confidence."
Joan wondered if she dared hope to be the one to give him these things.
Reaching out, she took his semi-hard penis in her hand. It was still a little sticky with her juices. Just from her touch she felt it get fuller, felt it start to respond in her hand. Slowly stroking him back and forth, she was rewarded by that same boyish grin.
"Tell me about yourself, Roger. What do you do? Tell me about your life, I want to know more."
"Umm, that feels good. Let me see if I can concentrate enough to make complete sentences," he joked while he ran his fingers lightly up and down the arm that was fondling him. Even such simple touches brought goosebumps to Joan's skin.
"I'm trying to be a writer," he continued haltingly, "but I don't think I'm very good yet."
"Why not, dear? What do you write?"
"Well, up until now I've tried to write short and some poetry. I'm thinking I might try something new now."
"Oh really?" Joan said in a heavy, husky voice. Roger's penis was now full and turgid in her hand. It was becoming progressively harder to concentrate on his words. "What ... uh ... what do you want to write now?"
"I think I want to write about this beautiful woman that seduces me and teases me without telling me her name. I think I want to write about how soft her skin feels and what my penis feels like when it's inside her or when she holds it. I think I want to write about this incredibly sexy, beautiful woman coming to my house and making love to me every day."
"Roger, you're a dear and I'm glad you find me sexy at my age, but I'm hardly beautiful."
"You are to me, whatever your name is. You're beautiful to my hands and my mouth and to my tongue. Most of all, you're absolutely gorgeous to my penis right now. If you don't quite squeezing it, I'm going to explode."
Joan laughed with him at his exuberance, his enthusiasm. Still, she was reluctant to give herself completely; reluctant to expose herself to being again.
Pushing him flat on his back and straddled him with her wide hips, she spread the swollen lips of her vagina and sat herself down astride his erect penis. He moaned as she began to grind into him, swathing his hard shaft with her wet cunny. God, he was beautiful! It did her ego so much good to see this handsome, lovely writhing beneath her, eager for her.
Almost as from a different person, she heard herself grunting as she rotated her hips on top of him, concentrating just at the spot where the head of his penis brushed against her clitoris. If she rubbed just right...
The sensation became more than she could bear. At the same moment he was reaching with those strong hands to lift her up to impale her, she was raising up to engulf him. Her was so wet and slick that it only took a nudge until his hardness was sliding into her, filling her completely.
Oh God, it felt so good to have him inside. It filled her with such joy and sadness. Joy -- because the woman inside her couldn't help but respond to this gorgeous creature between her legs. Sadness -- because she knew this couldn't last forever. Someday he would find out how beautiful he was and how ugly she was and he would leave her. She tried desperately to hold back her heart, to protect herself from being again. Joan just didn't know if she could stand another heartache.
She felt his impending climax, felt the tension fill his body as he strained to raise her off the bed. Feeling his warmth as he began spurting into her, she instinctively pushed herself down on him, grinding her clitoris against his pubis, unconsciously trying to get his seed as far into her as possible.
Her body cried for release, but just before her own climax, she raised up ... denying herself. She lay trembling as he held her, trying to memorize the feel and the texture of his penis buried in her vagina.
"Joan," she whispered softly in his ear. "My name is Joan."
Her emotions overran her and she began to sob softly on his chest. He held her closely and even though she knew she must have been heavy on top of him, he wouldn't let her pull away. Instead, he gently held her face between his strong hands and kissed her wet cheeks and her eyes until she slowly stopped crying.
"Tell me what's wrong, Joan," he tried to coax her gently.
"Oh, Roger! You scare me. We're so different, you and I. I'm scared of being hurt."
"What do you mean, 'so different,' Joan?"
"We just are. You're and I'm older. Roger, you're a very handsome and I'm ... I'm ... Well, let's just say I'm not very attractive, Roger. If you could only see..."
"But I can't see, Joan. I can't see a thing and none of that matters to me."
Joan looked down into his unseeing eyes, still not believing that he couldn't sense how ugly she felt inside. He began touching her face, tracing his fingers lightly over her features, caressing her as he did so.
"See," he said gently as he continued, "my fingers tell me you're beautiful. Joan, you're the first woman in a long time to treat me like a decent human being. Doesn't it bother you that I'm blind?"
"No, Roger, of course not. If anything I'm taking advantage of you. I never would have approached you if you weren't blind. If I thought you could see me..."
"You see, Joan? What you worry about doesn't bother me and what I worry about doesn't bother you. I think maybe we were made for one another."
As his fingers continued to trace her features, he let them slide over her ears and throat and then down to her breasts. His strong sensitive hands began to excite her again, and what he touched was obviously exciting him as well. His penis began to swell underneath her once more. Her body, still filed with sexual tension, began to rub against him, uncontrollably.
Joan let him roll her over until he was on top of her, felt him squeeze her and press against her with his hips. Reaching down, she felt him guide the head of his penis into her slickness. She felt him move in shallow thrust until her body arched to meet him.
"I'm going to keep you here all day," she heard him whisper to her, "and I'm going to keep fucking you all day long until you realize how beautiful you are to me. Do you hear that, Joan? All day long. If that's what it takes."
Somewhere, beneath all the hurt, Joan began to allow herself to hope.
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