The following is fiction, that is, I made it up! It is also for
adults only, so if you are under age, you shouldn't be here reading this!
I Discover My
I had been working long hours at my job, trying to get ahead and the
proverbial 'big promotion'. I had of course been neglecting my husbandly
duties, mainly having sex with my wife. I had always been what she termed
as 'under-sexed', while she was what I termed, extremely over sexed! I
always seemed to be in trouble with her for not giving her enough, or
longer or "the right amount" of sex. She had worn me out on our honeymoon
the first night! We had gotten to our hotel room in the Cayman Islands at
an early afternoon hour (right after lunch), and she had me in bed fucking
from then until about the same time the next day! I had only had sex with
two other women up to that time and Wendy had had sex only with one other
guy! She made up for that lack of sex on our first day of our honeymoon,
and kept after me the whole two weeks we were there! I had more sex in
those two weeks than I had ever had in my life up till that time!
Including masturbation!
After our honeymoon, things settled down. I managed to get her off
about two times a day for the first year, then finally, we got down to what
I thought was a nice several times a week! Obviously, I was wrong about
that! I had been taking one or two business trips of about three to eight
days long, once or twice a month for the last year. Wendy had complained
to me about wanting more in the sex department, more and more as the year
went on. Our arguments so far had been precisely about this very fact. I
tried to reason with her on why I didn't want to. In one argument she
accused me of on her! She couldn't see why I didn't want sex as
often as she did, and so she assumed that I was getting it somewhere else!
That couldn't have been farther from the truth! I would come home from
work dead tired from long stressful days at work, commuting for an hour
each way, and not be 'in the mood'. Wendy tried her best to get me
interested in fucking her, wearing sexy nighties, rubbing against me, wine,
romantic dinners, everything! I would just usually be too tired!
After one of my longer trips, I noticed that she wasn't bugging me for
sex as much, which I noticed almost at once. From there things went
further down the drain. Pretty soon, I would come home, eat, watch some for about an hour then go to bed. Wendy wouldn't say anything about
wanting sex, and several times, on weekends, when I started to get
'frisky', she would be 'too tired', or, 'headache'! One night, as I was
getting ready for another business trip the next day, I realized that we
hadn't had sex for over five months! Wendy hadn't said anything to me
about wanting it, nor had she tried to physically get me into the mood!
The whole time I was gone that week I worried about where our
relationship was headed, and if we would end up divorced. I had neglected
her sexually, and I suppose, due to that, emotionally too! I loved Wendy
too much to give her up without a fight, and after thinking about it I also
realized that she might have been having an affair! I decided that I was
going to 'win' her back, or die trying!
When I got home from that trip I cut back on my hours at work, and
reduced my travel time. (The very first day back at the office!) That
weekend, I took Wendy out for a nice dinner, and a movie! Afterwards, we
went to a local hangout, had a few drinks, and then caught a cab home. At
home I put on the best moves I knew how, and finally, after a very long
time, we had sex. She was reserved and even preoccupied during our love
making, causing me great concern! I was afraid that I had lost my through my own stupidity!
For the next three weeks, I would come home and do something with Wendy,
and then we would make love, almost every night! She was still not 'in to
me' and the more she would act this way the more I would worry! I tried to
talk to her about it, but she would brush it off as nothing important! One
night, in the middle of having sex, I noticed that she covered her mouth
and yawned! That was enough! I knew that I hadn't been a great lover, but
come on! I said something right at that time, she flew into a rage, I got
mad back, and, well the couch was much warmer than she was for the rest of
that week!
I knew that she must have a lover on the side. Maybe she was even
getting ready to leave me! I was just sick with jealous anger, fear, and
love! I was all wrapped up tight in one big bundle! My co-workers noticed
my character change and tried to talk to me about it, but it was too
personal for me to talk to anyone about.
This had been going on for about three months now and I had to do
something before I lost it completely! Finally I came up with a plan to
catch her in the act, and get it out into the air to be fought out as
needed! I faked a business trip that would take about four days. I
planned it so that I had a motel room close to home and rented a sports
car. I packed as usual, and that morning as I left to go on my 'trip' she
even seemed to be relieved! I noticed that she had dressed a little sexier
that morning, not at all like she had been dressing for the last few
months!
I left the house, went to the airport, left my car in long term parking,
got my rental car, and went straight to the motel room and checked in. A
little while later I drove over to my house and parked up the street under
a tree. Soon Wendy came out and met a van that drove up! She opened the
passenger door to it, stepped back and opened up her dress! I could
clearly see that she was naked underneath and she had shaved her pubic area
completely bald! I was stunned!
As she got into the van, I could see through the sun emblazoned tinted
glass that the driver leaned over and kissed her for a moment! They drove
off in a hurry! I followed as well as I could, until they made a couple of
turns and I ended up losing sight of them! I drove around the run-down
neighborhood for a while, realizing as I did that the only people I was
seeing on the street were black!
Finally, I located the van after a while and it was empty, of course.
It was parked in front of a rather large house, rundown but livable. It
sounded like a party was going on in there, but I didn't go to check it out
because I would have stood out like, well, like a white guy in a business
suit, in a black section of town! Not something that a person sees very
often! I opted instead to go to the motel room and check back at the house
later by phone.
Later that evening I called as if I was out of town. Wendy answered on
the second ring and was very sweet on the phone. She talked to me for
about a half-hour, and then said she was going out with some of her
shopping friends. I was sure that she was going to be seeing her lover, or
now I was afraid, her lovers! I drove over to my house, with my cell phone
charged up ready to go! I waited for a while then that van pulled up into
the driveway! The garage doors opened, and the van pulled into our garage!
I waited for a little bit then called my house number. Wendy answered, out
of breath! When she recognized my voice, she sounded a little miffed that
I had called her at all, since she had been going out with her 'friends'!
I had some papers that I had her look for, and then pretended to find
them buried in my briefcase. When I went to say I loved her she just said
good night and hung up! I was crushed! She was on me and didn't
even care if I existed or not! She had blown me off like yesterdays news!
I waited for about an hour, and then snuck into my own house, through the
back door! I could hear someone in our first floor guest bedroom!
Moaning! I recognized my wife's tone of voice, but another voice intruded.
A voice that I didn't know! Her lover was in there with her! They were
fucking in there! In my house!
I was furious! I stepped up to the door and since it was partially open
I could hear my wife! "Oh, baby, you are so-o-o good!" "You do this so
much better than Jim!" "You can have me anytime you want, I'll be your slut
forever!"
I was stunned! She was fucking some guy, probably a black guy, and
saying that I wasn't as good of a lover as he was! My own had turned
against me in my own home! Her lover moaned and whispered something to
her! Soon my answered him!
"YES!" "YES!" "I'll be your slut!" "Yes I'll do what ever you want when
ever you want, however you want me to!" "If you tell me to I'll do your
friends!" "Anything you want I'll do because I love you!"
I was shell-shocked at this point! My own was giving her love to
some black guy and offering her body for all of his friends! I felt tears
welling up in my eyes! I was shaking all over! I had to stop her! I had
to do something! I didn't want to lose my wife! Even though it seemed
that I had already lost her to this black bastard! I burst into the room
and saw my being fucked doggie fashion! Her lover's back was to me,
his black toned body thrusting his cock into my beloved wife. She was
begging for him to go deeper and harder! I grabbed him by his dreadlocks
and started to yank back! He elbowed me very hard in the groin, causing me
to almost throw up! He had nailed me in my nuts so hard I just collapsed
onto the floor on all fours! He had jumped back behind me and at the one
glance I took; all I saw was my wife's shocked face as she started to cry!
The guy kicked my in my ribs and was yelling at me in an odd voice! I
was holding my stomach, and now my ribs, trying not to puke everywhere! My
wife was yelling at him to leave me be! She was also trying to come up
with some lame-brained excuse as to what they had been doing! You know,
'this isn't what you think Jim!" "You need to understand that I still love
you!" The usual line of bullshit that comes with 'discovery' of a spouse
caught doing the nasty dance with someone else!
Her lover had left the room and was in the bathroom behind a locked door
by the time I could bring myself to sit up on my knees and look around. My
wife had covered herself with the sheet from the bed and was just sitting
at the end of the bed crying! I finally stood up, somewhat shakily, since
I was still ready to toss lunch! "I'll get my things together, and be gone
as quick as I can!" "I know that you love your new man, and I have lost
you!" "I only hope that you will be able to forgive me for driving you into
his arms like I did!" "Or maybe, you wanted this, I don't know, but I have
lost you now, that is all I know!" "Goodbye Wendy!" I left the guestroom
and went to our bedroom and started to pack up my things, realizing now,
that I didn't really have much of anything! Not that I wanted anyway. I
had lost the one thing that I cherished more than life, and nothing seemed
to matter now!
Suddenly the bedroom door slammed open! Her lover stood before me,
still naked! 'He' was a woman! A very beautiful black goddess! She had a
strap-on dildo on, and she looked somewhat ashamed! "Jim!" "It's not as
bad as you think!" "I'm your wife's lover!" "My friends are other women!"
"Wendy hasn't been on you with men!"
I was doubly shocked now! Not only had Wendy been on me, her
lover was a woman! I had lost my to a woman! A woman had stolen my
love away! I had been depressed before because I thought that my had
been with a guy! Now, I learn that my had cheated on me with
a woman! I felt so low! Was I such a bad lover that even a woman could
have turned my away from me? GOD! I wanted to die! I left the room
with both women trying to talk to me! Their words ran over each other and
I just ran out the door! I went to the rental car and drove aimlessly
around for hours.
It was raining. The gas gauge was low, so I pulled into a gas station
and fueled up. As I fueled the car another car pulled up. It was a couple, deeply in love, obviously. They were hugging and holding each
other closely. Just like Wendy and I had been! It seemed like so long
ago! The song on the radio was playing, something about being rusted and
weathered, I was watching this couple loving one another and felt about as
low as I had ever felt! I was rusting away, and I had weathered away a
true loving wife! This had been brought on by my own greed, my need to be
bigger and more important. I now knew that some things in life were more
important than prestige, money, and material things! I wished that I could
go back, and start over! I still loved my wife! I had driven her to cheat
on me; yes I considered any relationship outside of our marriage to be
cheating! Her lover might as well as been a man! The thing that bothered
me was how I had ignored her needs until she had fallen into someone else's
arms!
I went to the motel room and went to bed. I slept past checkout time
and had to keep the room for another day. When I got up I called into work
and made up an excuse to miss work for the rest of the week. My secretary
told me my had called numerous times and sounded desperate! I called
my lawyer, and made an appointment to meet him the following day. I then
got up my nerve and drove to my house. Wendy was home and had been crying,
her eyes and bloodshot. Her 'lover' was there, but she stayed in the
guestroom. Wendy took my hands and started to talk to me. I wasn't
listening very well, and only heard a very little bit of what she was
saying. I just headed to the bedroom and began to finish packing my stuff.
Wendy sat on the bed and started to cry some more!
Pretty soon I had my stuff, a pitiful small bag and a small box of
things, and took them out to the car. I went back in, just to tell Wendy
that I was going to file for divorce. I couldn't face her so as I told
her, I looked down at the floor and mumbled it out in one quick sentence.
Wendy gasped and grabbed me! She was hugging me tightly, and wouldn't let
go!
"JIM!" "Please wait!" "We can work this out, honest!" "You have to
listen to me Jim!"
I couldn't stand to hear my love of my life sobbing and talking to me
like this! I was all torn up inside! I hesitated, and that my friend's is
how battles are lost! I hesitated, and Wendy sensed my reluctance to
leave! She pulled me into the kitchen and sat me down at the table! "We
can work through this Jim, I still love you very, very, much!" "You have to
believe me Jim!" "Luanne is a very good friend, and yes we have been lovers
for quite a while, but, I still truly love you Jim!" "This affair just kind
of happened one night." "I was over at Luanne's place, crying on her
shoulder, literally, since our love life was shot to hell, and, well, I
thought that you were having an affair!" Luanne came into the kitchen and
just sat quietly at the other end of the table. "Why?" "Wendy, why didn't
you tell me that you felt this way? "Never-mind, I know that I probably
wasn't 'Hearing' what you were telling me!" "I know that I drove you into
her arms, but, for the last couple of months I was trying real hard and you
seemed to be, well, bored with me!" "The night you actually yawned in my
face while we were making love!" "That cut me real deep!" "Then I caught
you, I thought your lover was a black man, and I thought He had you fucking
his friends!" I lost it!" "I'm sorry Luanne, I really didn't mean to anyone, even the 'man' fucking my wife, but I truly lost it when I saw you
two together on the bed fucking!"
Luanne just looked at me for a moment, and then she said to Wendy, "You
were right, he really does love you, he just doesn't know how to really
show you how much, Wendy!" "I have done much to drive a stake between you
two and now I feel very upset!" "I never meant to come between anyone
else's spouse and ruin a marriage!"
Wendy was holding herself together pretty well now, and she looked
fondly over at Luanne. "I love you Luanne, and nothing will change that
ever!" "I knew that Jim would eventually catch us, I hoped that it wouldn't
be like it was, but I kept it going because I loved to make love to you
baby!"
Wendy got up and went over to Luanne and hugged her for a moment. "Well
Jim, I guess I owe you an explanation!"
I just shrugged. What did I expect? She was happier with Luanne, so I
was a without a home now! "You don't owe me anything Wendy." "I am
sorry that I acted so ignorantly, and drove you away from me!" "Obviously I
have lost you to Luanne so I guess we just need to make this as painless as
possible!" "To be honest, I just want what I already got in the car, so
I'll just leave you two to your own now!" I got up and started to walk
away. Luanne jumped up and blocked my path. "Jim, you owe Wendy a little
bit more than a few lousy minutes!" "Sit back down and listen to your wife,
you idiot!" "I think that she is, in her own way, trying to get you to
forgive her and come back to her!"
Wendy had started to cry again! I stopped in front of Luanne, and
finally sat back down. Wendy sobbed some more, and then got a hold of
herself. "Jim, please understand!" "I love you with all of my heart, and I
need you to forgive me for on you like I have!" "I can promise
that things will be different, but I know that you would have a hard time
believing that, so I'm asking you to just give me one more chance and start
over with me!" "I need you Jim!" "I would not be the same person without
you, and I know that I have you deeply!" "I don't know what to say to
you that will make this all better or go away!" "I have the only
person that I truly have loved with all of my heart!"
I was a little upset, since I had heard her in bed with her lover, and
what she had said to her about loving her and everything and Wendy could
see me thinking about that as I thought it! She looked at me like a deer
caught in the headlights, and I knew she was trying to think of what to
say!
"Wendy, I heard what you told Luanne, how you loved her, how she was a
much better lover than me, how you would do anything for her, so don't try
to kid a kidder here!" "I know that I have been remiss in my duties as a
husband in the sex department, and that drove you into another's arms." "I
had my heart ripped out as I heard you talk to your lover, and I know that
you meant what you said from your heart!" "I couldn't live with the fact
that a woman stole you from me and I can't accept that you cheated on me,
so where does that leave us?" "I want more than anything for this to have
been a very bad nightmare, but it happened, in reality, and, well now we
have the consequences of those actions!" "We have to live with the fact
that you cheated, with a woman, and I probably drove you to it!" "I have to
live with the additional fact that you prefer her sexually to me!" "That is
something that I might be able to forgive, but I feel diminished in respect
to my 'love-making abilities' now!"
Wendy looked at me and soon had tears streaming down her face. I was
sure that we were finished as a couple, and just wanted to get
away! Wendy was sobbing, and Luanne started to cry also! I think that they
had never realized how all of this would affect a man! How would he feel
knowing that not only had his cheated, but with a woman of all people!
How he would know that his preferred a person with a fake cock! I was
feeling pretty bad now. I just needed for this to be over and to get some
rest. I didn't know what I was going to do now, but I knew that things
were going to change for me drastically!
I had two crying women on my hands and I didn't feel like being a
nursemaid. Especially since it was my and her 'lover'! I still loved
my wife, and I was pretty sure that she still loved me, but I didn't see
how I could fit in another person to our lives, that wasn't a child of
ours! I mean, Luanne did have a real nice body, good-sized tits, and tight
ass, all of the 'right' things. The things that any would like! I
just wasn't interested in her sexually, I only had eyes for my wife, and I
had only had eyes for my since I had known her! I also knew that I
couldn't accept her having another person for a lover either! While our
marriage wasn't yet dead, I was pretty sure it would soon be that way!
I left that night and stayed at the motel. Over the next few weeks, I
found my own place, and just stopped by once in a while to see that Wendy
was ok. I would drop off some money, and talk for a bit, then leave. Our
talks were stiff and choppy. I just wanted to hold Wendy! She looked so
lost! I didn't know what she was thinking, she would comment on the
weather, or other mundane thing, and I would just mention work or something
just as stupid! Luanne never seemed to be around when I was there, so I
didn't know what was going on between her and Wendy, and I didn't ask!
Wendy looked like she was losing weight, and she hadn't been over-weight to
begin with! I saw circles under her eyes, like she hadn't been sleeping
well at all!
I hadn't been sleeping well at all either, if the truth were to be
known! I hadn't slept a full sleep since all of this had begun, and it was
starting to show at work. My boss was concerned, and talked to me for a
while one day. He asked some pertinent questions, and then when I finally
caved in he listened to my whole story! I hadn't talked to anyone about
this and I guess I just unloaded on him! He won my everlasting gratitude
when he kept it all to himself, and invited me to his house for dinner that
night! His beautiful made a very good meal for us and was very
attentive to both of us. Later, he talked to me and then, after getting my
ok, he brought his in and she listened as I retold her everything that
had been going on in my life! I was afraid that she would laugh, or worse
think I was some kind of creep or jerk, but she really surprised me when
she seemed to understand exactly what I was going through!
Later that evening, my boss told me their story. I found out that they
had been through a very similar situation, and they had managed to work it
all out! They told me how her and her lover had been caught by my boss in
bed much the same way I had caught my and her lover! He told me how
he had felt the same way as me, and she explained what I had needed to
hear! I believed that she knew that I still loved my Wendy, and that I
still wanted to be with her! She told me a woman's point of view and how
Wendy probably hadn't been with her lover since that fateful day I had
caught them together!
I wanted to believe that Wendy hadn't been with Luanne again since then,
but how was I to know for sure? I thought about what we had talked about
that night at my bosses, and finally made up my mind to ask Wendy out to
dinner on the following weekend! I figured that I had one shot at keeping
her as my wife, and I was now willing to try my best to win her back!
We had our 'date', and it went real well. We talked a lot that night
and in the many subsequent night s that followed! Soon, I moved back in
with Wendy, and we started the long painful process of trying all over
again. There were huge differences now, of course! I tried to be more in
tune with Wendy's needs and wants, and she really tried to be more in tune
with mine. We hadn't had sex at all for, well almost seven months! When I
had moved back in I had taken the guest bedroom. Wendy hadn't argued at
all about it, I think that she was just glad to have me in the same house
as her! One night, we were in the living room watching a movie. I had
made some popcorn, and Wendy and I were sharing the big bowl. We both
reached for some at the same time, and our hands touched! The feeling was
electric! Pretty soon, the was forgotten, and we were kissing and
making out like two teenagers! We got undressed right there on the couch
and started to fuck! I was licking and her tits, her big beautiful
tits! Her nipples were hard as rocks, sticking way out; farther than I had
ever seen them stick out before! Her hands, and soon mouth were busy in my
crotch, feeling and massaging my cock and balls!
Pretty soon Wendy was licking and on my very painfully hard
cock! I was about to shoot off so I warned her; she looked up at me and
just dove back down! She took all of me into her mouth; I could feel how
her throat closed in around the head of my cock as she me in! I
warned her again, since I hadn't hardly ever in her mouth, and she just
kept looking at me her eyes were locked on mine and as I looked down at
her, I just lost it and started to like never before! She swallowed
all that I had and didn't loose a drop! This was a very new feeling to me,
and I loved it a lot!
Soon I returned the favor, licking and my way down to her still
shaved pussy! I hadn't realized that she was still keeping herself bald
down there, and an instant I hesitated. She noticed the hesitation, and
then said," I shaved it for you silly!" "I read where really like a
clean-shaven woman, so I shaved just for you tonight!" "It had all grown
back from the last time I shaved, I was hoping that you and I would have
sex tonight, so I shaved it just for you, honest!"
I decided that she was telling the truth, so I smiled and told her
'Thank you'! I restarted licking her and tonguing her pussy. I had her
clit between my lips and was on it when she had her first orgasm!
Soon I worked her up to another one and then on her third one I moved up
and began to insert my very hard cock into her! She opened her legs
farther, and then grabbed my ass cheeks to pull me hard into her very
tight, wet, pussy! She obviously hadn't had anything in there for a while!
She was tighter than I ever remembered her being! We soon came together,
and after a little rest, we started all over again! This time, when she
got done me to another very hard erection, she bent close to my
ear, and whispered, in a very sexy, raspy voice, that she wanted me to fuck
her ass! More new territory! This was a surprise! I had wanted to fuck
her ass but had never dreamed that she would let me so I had never brought
it up! I hadn't even hinted at it! Now she was offering it to me!
I knew that for it to be pleasurable for both of us we would need some
lubricant, so I told her that I was going to find something to use. She
stopped me and said that she had bought some today at the store, wanting to
give me her anal virginity tonight also! I found the lube where she said
it was and using two fingers, I started to rub her rosebud. Soon I had
three fingers slipping in and out of her very tight, hot asshole! She had
gotten used to the intruders, and had started to moan and hump her hips at
my hand as I finger-fucked her ass! At this point I lubed up my cock,
which was so hard I thought it was going to burst! Soon I was inserting
that hard cock into my wife's virgin asshole! It was very hot, and very
tight! It didn't take my too long before I was close to cumming! Wendy
was humping back towards me as I stroked in and out of her! I started to
cum and Wendy pulled away! She turned around and took all of me into her
mouth! I shot off about as hard as I ever had and the orgasm was the
absolute best I had ever had! I was tingling all over for quite a while
afterwards, and Wendy just lay in my arms and held me!
Well, this all happened several years and two kids ago! We managed to
stay together, and are still in love! Luanne, I have never seen again, and
Wendy has never mentioned her since either! This isn't to say everything
has been a bed of roses, because it hasn't been. We had quite a few
problems for two years after that night and I had problems in dealing with
the whole thing! I finally saw a professional, who also saw Wendy and I as
a couple, after some counseling, we buried the demons and got on with our
lives! I wouldn't give up Wendy for anything, or any reason! I feel that
she feels the same way! We have our happiness now and we work hard at
listening to each other and being there for each other! Our kids know
nothing about those bad years, and I hope that they never do! I just tell
this so that people in like situations can see how we ended up
handling our problems, and that there may be hope for your situation!
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