| Night Out
"You're not fucking going out like that, you slut!" Screamed Bunny's mum
as she made her way to the door of their small flat. "You look like a
"Oh fuck off, Mum!" Bunny screamed back at her mum. "I'll wear what I
"Or not wear! Don't you have any fucking knickers? Or are you gonna
show your to every fucker?"
"Fuck off!" Sneered Bunny. "You can't tell me what to fucking do or
She glanced at her image in the hall mirror, half of which was obscured
by piles of magazines her mum hadn't bothered to chuck out. Her face
was heavily mascara'd and her lips were painted a very deep purple, but no
amount of make-up could disguise the dark freckles around her nose and
forehead. Her light brown hair was pulled off her face and held back by a
large clip. Although they couldn't be seen in the mirror, she sported
brown, rubber-sole boots laced half-way up her calf. She also wore a black
sleeveless tee-shirt with the word 'CUNT' artistically arranged in the
middle of it, but it wasn't that which annoyed her mum. It wasn't her
fault if the cow couldn't keep up with fashion, but Bunny knew that if
you didn't flash the gash in this neighbourhood you were fucking nobody,
girlfriend! And it wasn't as if she shaved it like some tarts. She kept
the hair long enough so you had to get real close to be sure you could see
the lips and clit and all. And her inner lips didn't drop out like some
fucking inner tube like some sad bitches.
"Don't be back late!" yelled her mum, as Bunny slammed the door behind
her and made her way out of the estate, past the graffiti on the walls and
discarded needles and rubbers in the gutter, towards the spot by the park
where she and her gang would meet for their night out. And there they
were, or at least some of them, hanging out by the park bench near the lamp
post where they'd carved their gang's initials.
There was Puss, with her shaved gash, fat-thighed Rosanne and skinny,
hairy twatted Dilly. The three sat around bored and sullen,
knickerless, booted and with similar sleeveless tee-shirts. Puss looked up
from her desultory stroking of the smooth shaven skin of her crotch and
smiled at Bunny as she approached.
"Yo, Bun! Give it up, Girl!"
"Hey, girlfriend. Wassup?" responded Bunny kissing Puss on the cheek.
"Tongues, slut. Giss the tongues. Then I know you love me!"
"Just the tongue?" wondered Bunny, but giving Puss the full-on tongue to
tongue that marked the gang's closeness. The warm, liquid, toothy taste of
burger. She pulled Puss to her as the two battled their tongues together.
"Hey, tart! Don't you love me, too?" asked Dilly, pushing her face into
the melee. "Giss tongue!"
And there the three were, watched by Rosanne who liked a bit of tongue
but not so much as the others, as they took tongue to cheek to tooth, and
rubbed each others' backs as they did so, hands under each others'
tee-shirts, until, a few minutes later, their tongues sore from the
probing, they pushed each other off and sank back onto the park bench.
"So, how's it, Bun?" asked Rosanne, puffing on her joint. "Good day at
school? Fucked any good boys?"
"Wouldn't you fucking like to know, Ro?" Bunny replied. "My cunt's so
fucking sore and so fucking dripping you couldn't tell it apart from
"Yeh. Right!" Rosanne agreed, not pursuing the subject further.
The four squeezed together on the bench staring out across the
park as the shadows grew longer over the grass, the odd glint reflecting
from the discarded condoms and broken glass. It was gonna be a normal
night out tonight, Bunny could see. Her and her gang, and maybe the other
girls, Snoot and Lizzie, out in the park with a few beers, a few and a
few laughs. But just now there was nothing much to do. No drugs, 'cept
the blow that Dilly passed round, and no sex, 'cept the tongues that didn't
really count. Fuck it! If it weren't in the twat, it weren't nothing.
"Hey, Bun! Girlfriend! It's lager time," Dilly asserted. "We want
some amber in the long tubes. And sweetheart. Hey. Don't you know it?
It's your turn!"
"Oh fuck it! I'm sure it was last time."
"Don't fucking lie, you cunt!" disagreed Puss, pushing her pale face
into Bunny's. "It's your turn, and you fucking know it. It was me last
time. And I still can taste Mo's fucking sperm in my mouth!"
Bunny concurred reluctantly and just as reluctantly made her way to Mo
Patel's Liquor Store, a run-down establishment not too far from the park.
She hung around outside, puffing a ciggie while Mo served a customer,
examining her skinny reflection in the window. Finally, and not before
fucking time, the Mo had been serving shuffled out, and before the
door slammed shut, Bunny burst in, discreetly turning round the card
reading 'Open', so that it now read 'Closed'.
"It's tittie time!" Bunny announced, pulling up her tee-shirt to show
off her long nippled, but otherwise rather small breasts. Mo, a stout
Asian who clearly needed a sharper razor blade with which to shave his
chin, smirked at the sight of a more than enough to be his
"You'll be wanting more of the usual, you rascal?" he asked. "It's not
gonna be no cheaper."
"Yeah! Yeah!" agreed Bunny, stepping around to the back of the shop
where Mo was leading her, and grimacing as he pulled down his pants and
jockeys to reveal a fat, heavy prick already swelling with anticipation.
"Let's fucking get down to it!"
And so, behind the bamboo netting which divided the beer cans and
packets of Marlboro from those in the store room, Bunny got down on her
knees on the rough nylon rug, wiped her lips with the back of her hand and
got down to business. A blow job was all it cost for an armful of ciggies
and lager, and a blow job was what Mo was getting. He leaned back,
supporting his bulk on a chipped, wooden table as Bunny ran her tongue up
and down the length of his prick, stroking his balls with her fingers, and
watched it grow and swell, the veins pumping up and pressing contours into
her lips. And then, mouth fully open, she pulled his prick into her mouth
while his heavy, hairy hands groped around her tee-shirt for the tiny
titties he so enjoyed massaging. Bunny's mind was as much on this prick as
it was on thoughts of her school day and the she'd fucked with and how
different their younger, smoother pricks were to this fuck's. And then
she felt the spasms of his penis, and knew that she had to move fast to
both release Mo's come and to stop him staining her black tee-shirt. She
didn't want Mo's sperm on the 'CUNT' on her chest anymore than she'd want
it on the between her legs.
And soon she was back with the gang, laden down with Marlboros, Bensons,
Kronenbergs and Buds. Snoot and Lizzie had turned up now and were sitting
on a patch of grass, passing joints around. Snoot was totally bald, more
the result of chemotherapy for her leukaemia than as a fashion statement,
and Lizzie was wearing one of her floppy hats which obscured most of her
face, and above all the scar over her eye she'd got at that night club
"Yo, girlfriend!" Snoot cried. "Liquid refreshment. Gimme! Gimme!"
"Yeah. Wow! Give it up girl!" chorused Lizzie, scratching the ragged
strands of her crotch.
And so the evening proceeded, six in the park, necking it down,
choking on nicotine, phlegming on the tarmac and by the bushes.
The blow made them giggle, the beer made them and the dusk turned them
"Fuck! My itches!" declared Lizzie. "What it needs is a good
seeing to! Ain't there no dicks round here when you need one?"
"What you need is the good lip suction, baby," diagnosed Puss. "I'd
do it, but I'm too busy rolling a fat one. How's about you, Bun? D'you
need some fish supper after Mo's hot and juice?"
Bunny was more than obliging. The taste of wasn't an offer she'd
often turn down. "You just hold me off, Puss. There ain't nothing in the
world that I couldn't do more with than rock salmon pie!"
Lizzie's wasn't the tastiest she'd ever tongued. That honour was
still held by Dilly, but Dilly was never as keen as Bunny was. But
Lizzie's was a good one. Still quite smooth lipped, nothing hanging out,
and the hair was relatively short so it didn't get up her nose like
Rosanne's did. Bunny was on her knees a second time this evening, while
Lizzie spread her knees allowing Bunny's tongue full access to the folds
and smells of fresh vulva. As she busied herself, ass out in the
air, knees resting on grass, passers-by could easily see what she was up to
and discreetly averted their eyes so as not to attract the taunts and
insults of the Westmoreland Park Posse.
"So, girlfriend. What's it tonight?" speculated Puss, lighting up her
joint. "Cod? Haddock? Roe?"
Bunny raised her head: saliva and warm juice trickling down her
tongue. "Nah! It's the finest caviar! You can see the little black eggs
"I fucking hope not, Bun!" exclaimed Lizzie. "I ain't had nothing wrong
with me down there for weeks. And I ain't never had warts neither. Not
like fucking Snoot."
"They weren't warts!" Snoot disagreed. "I don't know what it was, but
it weren't warts!"
And then the were back together huddled in the dark, jeering and
laughing and cackling and puffing and swigging. Bunny was feeling a little
shagged. A blow job and a tonguing and she was already a bit tired. Her
mouth ached, but her itched, so she knew there was more to do tonight
to satisfy her urges.
"Oi!" shouted Puss. "If it ain't that fucking prick tease Stephanie
Bunny looked up from the top of her bottle of Becks that she'd been
contemplating the past ten minutes. Indeed there she was, Steph, the from school with the plaits who sat in her class and came top in almost
every fucking test. Although she was so obviously a different class of
girl to her mates and herself, Bunny always felt somewhat in awe of her.
In fact, as she watched Steph approach, grabbing her shoulder bag close to
the blouse which came below her breasts, but showed off her slim waist, she
felt a strange feeling that she was sure was because she'd drunk too much
strong lager. Steph's long white legs strode by, a pair of white hiding not much thigh but all of her crotch, and small black lace-ups from
which Steph's sweet white cotton socks clung to her ankles.
"Oi! Stephanie!" shouted Dilly. "You not gonna greet your school
Steph looked up, perhaps because she was so rarely addressed by her full
unabbreviated name, took in the faces of the girls, and then lowered her
face and quickened her stride.
"You're a fucking cunt, ain't you!" swore Snoot. "No fucking manners!"
She jumped up and ran over to Steph as she strode away, and then let loose
a stream of which stained Steph's polished black shoes, dampened her
white cotton socks and splattered on her slim long calves. Steph strode
off faster, not daring to look back. The started laughing and
shouting and calling her names. All of them, that is, except Bunny who was
actually blushing from a strange sense of shame which didn't often trouble
her, but did on this occasion.
Still, any residual sense of reserve she had was soon gone when Grolsch
and Shadow spotted them later as they were coming home from wherever they'd
been. The two lads were clearly a bit high on something, but not something
that had fucked them up too much. "Hey, it's the fucking fucking of
Westie Park!" Grolsch cried, gripping a can of beer in his hand.
"If it ain't the fuckers of fuck who cares where!" replied Snoot. "Or
ain't you fuckers no more?"
"We can fuck, girls," Shadow countered. "We can fuck any slut or whore
who wants the fuck of her fucking life."
Bunny smiled. She quite liked Shadow and Grolsch. They weren't as bad
as some boys, though you couldn't call them gentle. But they weren't too
rough either. Both of them were quite slim, in their black vests and
thong-shaped cod-pieces that both hid and emphasised what they had to offer
to a who might be feeling hard up. Like the they wore
rubber-soled boots, but these mothers came higher up the calves and could
kick the shit out of any who crossed them.
But it was a fucking that Bunny wanted, and what she got along with the
others, in the dark shadows of the bushes. Shadow's prick was long and
thin and black, just like the himself: good for the ass and good up the
front too. And in it was, his favourite hole, though not really Bunny's,
humping back and forth while Puss licked at his balls and Lizzie ran her
tongue over her face. Soon the salty taste of saliva, which slightly
itched against her cheeks were splattered with the warmth and stickiness of
Grolsch's own come; or that he'd not already loosed into Snoot. And the
girls shrieked and yelled and cackled and swore as they took turns on the
autumn grass under the dark skies. Bunny didn't give a flying fuck what
people thought of her and her mates. A good fuck was a good fuck, and she
loved it. And then the night out would settle down with a few more tokes
and a last tube of Bud as the and the gang collapsed in a heap under
the half moon and the bright twinkle of the hovering space stations.
It was late. And her mum would give her an earful for it. But what did
Bunny fucking care? You're only ever once in your fucking life!
In the morning, however, Bunny didn't feel quite so smart, as
bleary-eyed and hung over, she made her way to school on the bus, clutching
her satchel and wearing the sweater and slacks that passed as a school
uniform in this corner of Comanche County. She sat quiet and quite
reserved when she saw Steph board the bus and pointedly sit on a seat by
herself quite a way from Bunny. Oh no! thought Bunny. We dissed her last
night. What should I do?
And then, quite uncharacteristically, Bunny got up out of her seat and
approached the seat next to Steph's. "Hey, Steph! Y'don't mind if I join
Steph looked up with barely concealed disdain, but had to go along with
it. "No, of course not, Bunny. Feel free."
"Look, Steph. I just wanted to apologise. You know? For last night
and all. You know? When Snoot got out of hand. I mean it was just out of
order. You know't I mean?"
"Well, that's very gracious of you, Bunny," Steph replied, still looking
ill at ease. "I wasn't expecting an apology from you or any of your gang.
But I can't say I appreciated being urinated on."
"No, o' course not! Snoot's just a bit wild like that. Must be the
cancer and all, y'know. Makes her a bit wacked out." Bunny wasn't so
bothered about a bit of herself of course, but she understood that it
depended on the circumstances. It was one thing during a gang bang, and
another when you weren't ready for it.
"Are you sure it's not the booze or the pills that make her like that?"
"Well, that and all, I guess!" smiled Bunny. "She's a real wild gal!"
Despite herself, Steph smiled back and Bunny suddenly felt a thump of
emotion catch her chest. Fuck! Steph was fucking gorgeous! Big smiling
teeth in a wide lipsticked mouth, that slightly retroussť nose and
those pale freckles around the nostrils. Those from the better side
of the park certainly knew how to look good. And as the chatted
about school and teachers and tests and stuff, Bunny got to appreciate
Steph even more. She was some sharp girl! Bunny just wanted to take
Steph's manicured hand in her own rather rough one and squeeze it tight.
And maybe press her lips against Steph's smiling lips. And maybe maybe
maybe. After all. What delights did Steph have between her legs? And
what would be the feel of her pale freckled skin against her own slightly
Oh fuck! What was she thinking? I mean, she liked girls. Well, were good. Not quite the real thing. I mean, there was no fucking dick to
grab onto. But good nonetheless. A good rub together and a bit of tittie
lick. Nothing better. 'Cept, she was sure, a good hard fuck. But what
she was feeling for Steph was something else. A kind of third thing. Not
a feeling Bunny was really sure about. And she felt a kind of silliness
and stupidity engulf her as she chatted and chatted with Steph with a kind
of depth and openness she so rarely indulged with the in the gang.
Even Puss. And Puss was her favourite girlfriend!
In the classroom, Bunny sat at the back by herself. Snoot had clearly
not made it in today. And neither had Puss, but that was normal for her.
However, not having her classmates around meant that she had a clear
uninterrupted view of Steph who, as always, was right at the front of the
class, right under the teacher's nose, just next to that prissy Pru she was
always sat next to. Pru wasn't that bad-looking really, Bunny had to
admit, even if she did wear glasses and all. She had long straight black
hair and had a taste for pink and lavender clothes which matched well with
her pale skin. But compared to Steph, Bunny could see that now, there was
just no one at all in the classroom, or even in the whole fucking school,
that could match her. Steph was a real babe, and she didn't even seem to
know it! Perhaps that was what Bunny was getting off Steph so strong.
Whatever it was, it was strong, so fucking strong it hurt. Like a
tightening of the chest and a flush on the cheeks.
"So, Bunny, what is the capital city of Canada?"
"You what?" responded Bunny, even more distracted than usual. "Canada?
I dunno! Seattle, I s'pose."
At this the rest of the class laughed at her ignorance. Normally, Bunny
would react with at least a swear word and almost certainly a gesture, but
today she felt quite subdued, even ashamed. What would Steph think of her?
Not even knowing the capital of Canada. Perhaps she should have been
paying more attention to the teacher rather than the sitting in front
At lunchtime, while puffing at a Marlboro with some boys, Bunny could
see Steph making her way out of the school gates by herself. At first she
thought nothing of it, but as she saw the trounce off down the road
with her plaits bouncing behind her, she suddenly thought better off it.
"Fuck it! I've forgotten something!" she lied to her friends as she ran
out of the school throwing the half-finished cigarette away as she ran,
hoping that she'd be able to catch up with Steph. She wasn't sure why, but
she knew she just had to chat with the girl. She couldn't just let all
that warm feeling in her just dissipate. Although it hurt, it was also
warm and pleasant and squidgy. And, girl, you don't pass up on a good
"Hey Steph, you going anywhere in particular?" Bunny asked breathlessly
when she caught up with her classmate.
"Well," hesitated Steph, "not anywhere in particular. No. I just
thought I'd go for a walk. Get away a bit. It's a nice day."
"You don't mind if I come with you, do you, Steph?"
"Erm. Well. I mean, you're not trying to trap me in some of your shit
are you? Your friends aren't waiting to attack me and on me again,
Bunny felt this retort like a smack on the face. She stood transfixed,
somehow horrified that this who she, who she, who she quite liked,
could think that she, of all people, could, y'know, could ... Her face
burned and she could feel some kind of a tear push against her eyelids.
What the fuck was wrong with her?
Steph could see the genuineness of Bunny's reaction, and she relented.
"OK. I'm just going for a walk. Down to the canal. That OK with you?"
"Yeah, that's sweet!" Agreed a somewhat relieved Bunny.
Conversation became more relaxed as the two walked along, Bunny on
the best of her behaviour, not swearing or cursing that much, and hanging
on every word that Steph uttered, enjoying the soft nasal burr of her
voice, the lips as they opened and shut, and those shiny white teeth,
clearly the better for all those years of having been encased in a metal
They walked along the dreary streets to the canal, which was wide and
bright, and along which there was the usual busy traffic of joggers and
cyclists. The two sat on a bench just by the canal-side, with the
view of some swans, a sunken supermarket trolley and a Coke factory. Steph
was talking about the last holiday she'd had with her in the
Rockies and how different it was up there, while Bunny hang on her every
word, watching her mouth and eyes and that long slim neck which was so
fucking kissable it was killing her. Bunny stretched her hand out and took
Steph's hand in hers: a soppy gesture that surprised her and slightly
alarmed Steph. But not so much that she pulled her hand away.
Fuck! Steph was so gorgeous. Those under the sweater, which
heaved as she spoke, the legs under the slacks which Bunny
remembered so well from the night before and that mouth. Fucking lush!
How could a look so good? From inside, she could feel the melting of
ice cream sinking down her throat and a thumping of her heart.
Until she bear it no longer. That mouth! Those teeth! Those lips!
All of a sudden, and it surprised her and she hated it, but she couldn't
help it, but wasn't it so right? And why not? She leaned her face into
Steph's face, one hand around the back of Steph's long neck, the other
groping for those beautiful under the sweater, and full on, tongue
to mouth onto her.
"Fuck off, Bunny!" Steph suddenly shrieked. "What the fuck do you think
And with that, she pushed Bunny off and strode away, not even pausing
(and Bunny checked every one of the girl's receding steps) to turn around
and see how Bunny was.
Nor how miserable she was! She sat on the bench for hours, tears
streaming down her face, occasional gasps of woe, feeling more miserable
than she could ever remember. Only the comforting thought that her
rejection was because Steph just didn't like made it better. A
refrain that echoed again and again, through the blear of her tears. After
all, some were real fussy like that. Bunny couldn't really
understand it, but she knew from what she'd been told that some were
real particular. A dick or nothing. That was their fucking problem. Not
However, even that comfort was robbed her when after school, and behind the bushes or whatever else she could find, she discreetly followed
Steph walk home with that fucking prissy Pru. And then, when they thought
no one could see them, the two cuddled up to each other and gave each
other the tongue treatment that Bunny had yearned for so much, two girls ravenously snogging each other, hands on each other butts or feeling
their breasts. Fuck no! cried Bunny voicelessly as the full impact of her
rejection hit hard and even harder, as Steph and Pru gasped and panted from
the effort of their oral loving, expressing for each other a strength of
emotion and passion that Bunny thought she knew, but now knew she'd never
really known at all.
But she had the night out to look forward to. Back in Westie Park with
the posse. And she'd no problem in getting the tongue treatment she'd so
needed that day. Puss gave her best, sensing her best girlfriend was
somehow upset, and happy at the strong smell of unrequited passion that
oozed from her cunt. And Snoot, also seeing her friend was in need, took
Bunny's mouth in hers and gave her so much tongue and tooth and lip and
sweet sweet saliva, that Bunny was able to forget for just a while the
passion that had gripped her all day.
And then, when the Bulmer Street made their appearance, that misery
could all go to fuck. After all, there was Grebo and Danny and Buddy and
Griff and Nick Nasty. And all the joined the in Nick's place on
the bed for a real full on fuck, getting their cunts and ass-holes real
lubed up, with plenty of blow, some GBH and some spiked shit, and what with
the amber and ciggies, and the fucking and the blowing... Well, what could
And as she gasped and swore and panted with Griff's dick up her ass and
Buddy's dick spurting on her face and Lizzie lapping at her cunt, and her
mouth on Rosanne's mouth, well what the fuck could she give for fucking
Steph and that fucking prissy Pru? After all, there was no point yearning
after something you just weren't meant to have.