| PASTORAL COUNSELING
By Delilah (aka: preacherscunt)
**NOTE: This is true story, but the names have been changed. So, ladies,
don't go looking for a Rev. Jones at a Baptist Church!**
I was sitting in the pastor's study. My pastor had asked me to stay after
church and have a talk with him. Now he was giving me this very parental
lecture on "lady-like behavior." I don't see why he was so "hell fire and
brimstone" about it. Just because I was sitting in my 7th grade Sunday
School class with no under my skirt and my legs spread wide. I
mean, he was the only one with the view. I giggle in my mind when I
remember the look on his face.
"We need to talk with your parents, Del. Do they know how you're dressing
"No, pastor. My has to work on Sunday mornings, so she's already gone
when I leave," I answer him sweetly.
"What about your father? What does he do?"
I reply sarcastically, "Not much, he's dead. He died last December."
"Oh, dear! I'm sorry." Rev. Jones's expression changed from foreboding
to showing genuine sympathy.
"Don't be, I'm not. He was a bastard."
That sure changed his expression. Now he looked more than somewhat
shocked and surprised.
"Would you like to talk about it, my dear," he asked; ever the kind
"There's not much to talk about. He was drunk, as usual, and walked into
an oncoming car. The doctor said he probably died instantly. But, I can
always hope that he suffered for a little while at least. His body wasn't
found until the next morning."
I don't know why I was trying to shock Pastor Jones. Since I had been
attending his church, I had come to like him very much. He was always
kind, and sometimes even playful in his conversations with me. Maybe I
didn't want him to know how embarrassed I was by my history.
It was Christmas time when I first started going to the Baptist Church. I
was invited by one of my seventh grade friends to come hear their
Christmas program. It was the first year that I ever remember thinking
about enjoying Christmas. In all my thirteen years, Christmas wasn't that
big a deal. My always tried to make it nice, but she had her hands
full dealing with my and money was always tight. With the relief
of Dad being out of our lives, I actually was looking forward to Christmas
that year. My Aunt Ann would come for a visit and probably bring my
little cousin, Deborah (she's a cute little twerp).
So, it was with somewhat of a light heart that I went to hear the Baptist
Christmas program. The beautiful church, decorated with greenery, little
white lights, and dark bows, captivated me. But, then I was totally
enthralled when the pastor, Rev. Jones, stood up to welcome everyone. He
was tall and slender, with broad shoulders and the kindest, most handsome
face I'd ever seen. Contrasting with his dark, almost black hair, his
light blue eyes were arresting, and maybe a little arousing.
Now, six months later, those same blue eyes looked at me with concern.
My adolescent heart yearned for his affection. Sitting in the privacy of
his study, I felt a connection with him that I had never felt before.
When he reached across the short distance between our chairs to pat my
hand, I couldn't help but grasp his fingers tightly.
His quiet ministrations helped me to open up and say, "My didn't
love us, and he did nothing to make us want to love him. He was a dirty
drunk and abused both me and my mom."
Rev. Jones's expression sharpened as he gripped my hand and looked into my
eyes. After a slight hesitation he asked, "Did he rape you, Del."
I looked down to my lap, away from his intense gaze. At that he stood and
pulled me into his arms. I thought I had died and gone to heaven! He was
murmuring soft consolations and running his hands up and down my shoulders
and back. I just loved being so close to him; within his caring embrace.
The feeling was breathtaking!
But, all good things must come to an end and, so, he eventually stepped
back to look down into my face.
"You must tell me everything, Del. Even now, with your gone, it's
obvious that you're holding a lot of hard feelings inside. If you don't
let it go, this hatred will only you more."
He gently pulled me over to the couch and we sat down beside each other,
still holding hands. And then, I told him everything. I told him that
for as long as I could remember my was drunk more often than not.
How my would always make me stay out of his way when he came home
totally bombed. And I told him how, when I was nine years I came home
from school one day to find my at home alone.
....My usually was home from work by then, but that day she was
running late and her car had broken down. My told me that had
called to say she was waiting for the tow truck and would be home as soon
as she could.
I could see that he was pretty high, but not completely drunk, so I said,
"Ok, I'll just go to my room and do my homework."
He just sneered and said, "I don't think so, baby. I've been waiting for
this chance for a long time. Come here!"
He grabbed me by my arms and began kissing me hard, right on the lips!
The taste from his mouth was disgusting. I tried to pull away, but he
wasn't drunk enough for me to break away. Grabbing my long ponytail, he
threw me down on the sofa and himself on top of me. I was kicking and
hitting at him, but his expansive body overpowered my small child's body
I could feel his hands working their way under my skirt and up my skinny
little legs. When he grabbed my and jerked them down, he stifled
my screams with his open foul mouth. He was only wearing sweat pants and
had already pulled them down to release his swollen cock. His broad
hand held me, firmly pushing against my flat chest and allowing no chance
for escape. My legs were ruthlessly spread apart by his bent knee. With
his other hand he guided his engorged dick to my bald, tight and
My then proceeded to rape his virgin nine-year-old daughter;
something I've never been able to forget or forgive....
By the time I finished, Rev. Jones was again holding me close and
caressing my back. He is so sweet and loving, the antithesis of my
father. "Del, my darling girl, how often did you have to endure being
treated like this by that bastard... ah... I mean, your father?"
"Only that once, though heavens knows once was more than enough," I
answered. "I'm very close with my Aunt Ann and she could tell something
was wrong. I couldn't bring myself to tell my because I knew the
guilt she would feel. And she was too busy and stressed to notice how I
was feeling. But, I confessed everything to Aunt Ann and she put a stop
to it ever happening again."
"How did she manage that," asked Rev. Jones.
So, I told him how she had confronted my and threatened to not only
turn him in to the authorities, but to personally castrate him if he ever
laid a hand on me again. Aunt Ann can be a very forceful women and my
father must have believed her because he stayed clear of me for the next 4
years. Of course, I made a point to stay clear of him, too.
Though they share a deep sisterly love, my and aunt are as opposite as
two sisters can possibly be. Besides looking totally different, my
small and fair and my aunt tall with dark hair, their personalities were
poles apart. Talking with my Aunt Ann, we agreed not to tell my
unless there were any further problems. There was no un-doing what had
already happened and we were afraid that if she knew, my would blame
herself for not being home that afternoon.
Rev. Jones was holding me closely against his strong chest through the
reliving of the most horrible time of my life. Looking down I saw that
his pants were beginning to tent out in front. My heart beat faster,
knowing that the kind pastor was aroused either by my story, or by our
closeness. I pulled back and looked up into his face.
"Did my little of being raped get you all excited, preacher," I
snarled at him as I grasped the hard cock through his pants. "Is that how
you get your jollies? Listening to little telling you their pitiful
His beautiful blue eyes opened wide in complete shock and astonishment.
"No! Oh, God, no! How could you ever believe that of me, Del? I am
horrified and deeply saddened by what you've endured."
He was stammering as he continued, "I know it looks bad. But I'm a
and I can't help being excited by the closeness of your sweet
person. You need to know that not every who is aroused is a rapist."
Laying his hand over mine where it was still holding him firmly, he said,
"My heart aches for you and I admire your strength in overcoming this
Burying my face into his chest, I started crying, but I never let go of
his now thoroughly distended cock. Rev. Jones raised my face and began
kissing away my tears. My fingers flexed around his hard cock and I began
massaging it. Groaning deeply, he wrapped his strong arms around me and
pressed his lips to mine.
My lips parted slightly and I lightly licked his lips, salty from my
tears. At that, the pastor opened his mouth and our tongues found each
other in a heated skirmish. He was now running his strong hands
frantically up and down my arms and then he found my tiny budding titties.
When he did, it was my turn to moan. His touch sent a direct current of
arousal to my little clit.
Rev. Jones started murmuring in protest, "Oh God, no, no... we have to
Our clasped lips broke apart as I looked deeply into his heavenly blue
eyes and said, "Pastor, I want this. I want YOU. This is different than
with my father. You're making me feel like I've never felt before. I
didn't know it could be like this. Please, Pastor! I want to know what
it's like to be loved by a man; not just raped by one."
His gentle eyes closed for a second, as if in prayer, then he stood us
both up and began undressing. I took his cue and pulled my cropped
over my head to reveal my barely rounded with their pointy,
sensitive nipples. Quickly I stepped out of my short skirt and shoes. I
now stood complete naked before him, mesmerized as I watched my preacher
unzip his pants. What would it look like, I wondered. Images of my
father's gross tool of rape flashed through my head, then disappeared as
Rev. Jones unveiled his beautiful cock. It stood proud and fully erect
from his slim hips. Open-mouthed I gazed at the seven inches of meat in
wonder. How could be so different? That's a question that I've been
exploring every since that moment of revelation.
I humbly knelt down before him and run my fingers gently over his wondrous
erection. Oh, God! He was so smooth and hot, yet hard as iron. When I
saw the small tear of precum begin to seep out, I just had to taste. So,
I brought forth my tongue and slide it over the crowning head. Then I
savored the sweet nectar of this Godly man.
Looking up to see Rev. Jones' reaction, I saw that his eyes were closed
and his head thrown back. I realized that I could bring him pleasure with
my mouth. That was all it took for me to begin licking and lapping at his
swollen cock. He kind of shivered and gasped. How encouraging were his
reactions to my adoration. My mouth felt strangely empty and needed to be
filled. I wrapped my lips around the head of his dick and began suck on
him like a big cylindrical lollipop. He stretched my little mouth to the
max. That really brought a response from the pastor.
With a mighty moan, he pulled me up beside him and kissed my wet, swollen
lips. Then he lifted me up and laid me on his couch. That's when he did
the most incredible thing. He spread my legs and gazed at my nearly
hairless cunt. Murmuring about how sweet it was, the pastor covered it
with his mouth for a big, wet, open-mouth kiss. Then he gently began to
lap and probe the fleshy folds of my with his tongue. It was
absolutely exquisite! My clit rose up to greet his loving tongue as I
convulsed in the throes of my first orgasm. Shimmering waves of ecstasy
washed over my tiny adolescent body.
While I was still in the bliss of this blessed state, Rev. Jones knelt on
the couch between my legs and gently pushed his cock into my cunt. He
proceeded slowly, stopping every couple of seconds for me to get
accustomed to his girth. At that moment I almost forgave my for
removing my cherry ahead of time. Now the pastor and I could enjoy this
loving experience without obstruction.
"It's okay," I told him. "You can fuck me harder. I want you to fill me,
preacher! Fuck me HARD!"
At my insistence, Rev. Jones began pumping his turgid cock in and out of
my pussy. It was such a tight fit. At every thrust I felt him grind past
my already sensitive clit. I could feel another orgasm building. Oh God!
This is fucking marvelous!
As I began cumming the second time, Rev. Jones gave a hoarse shout and
made the final thrust. I felt his hot preacher seed spewing up into my
womb. Then we laid there in total exhaustion and bliss.
After that first time, (and after getting Aunt Ann's assistance in
obtaining birth control pills) Rev. Jones and I got together several times
over the next few months for "counseling sessions." Then and I moved
out of state. It's been almost five years and I still miss my first
preacher very much.
Rev. Jones was always the most generous of lovers. I know he felt some
guilt over our relationship, much to my regret. His love and guidance
were an immeasurable gift to me and I'll always be thankful to him and for